At the annoying sound of his alarm, Baekhyun woke up, groaning.

He opened his eyes, and noticed that the sun has already rised, its rays sneaking from the baby blue curtains.

He felt a strong arm wrapped securely around his waist, and he smiled genuinely, realising that it was his boyfriend's.

He leaned in, making his well drawn, pink lips touch the taller's plump ones, making his stomach go insane; as if a million of happy spring butterflies were wandering there.

He felt the other male smile at the kiss, before backing away, mentally squealing at his so hot man that just woke up, looking way better than these naked models in his favourite magazines.

The petite greeted, caressing the giant's soft hair that hid his perfect forehead and eyebrows.

The taller greeted in a deep, husky voice, flashing his lover a sweet smile -- and Baekhyun swore that this oh-so-fine boyfriend of his couldn't be any sexier.

Deciding to block out his raging hormones, he said, To which nodded the taller.

As soon as they finished getting ready, they headed downstairs, where they were met with the other Byuns who were about to start eating breakfast.

After a few greets, and lots of eating -- because, who can resist Mrs Byun's cooking skills? -- they wore their shoes and made their way to school.

They passed by Kyungsoo's house first, where they found their other friends there already united, waiting for the ChanBaek couple.

It was indeed a peaceful day.

On the other side of the school, the isolated one, sat a certain girl.

Even though she was so tired of life, exhausted, dead, she sat on the grass, admiring the lovely, colourful daisies.

Flowers.

It was her aesthetic. Her stress reliever. Everything about them made the furious storm in her mind and heart calm down.

She smiled at the sight of a lady bug, trying to maintain her weight on a leaf.

She felt at peace while staring at the scenery, with birds chirping happily in the background.

So beautiful, so peaceful.

So aesthetically pleasing to her senses.

She heard a low meow, making her turn around immediately. She melted, as soon as she noticed a cute, tiny kitten approaching her. It had light grey fur, and its eyes were a shade of baby blue, and they were shinning so brightly.

She squealed when the kitten jumped on her lap, and made itself comfortable. She patted it gently, making it purr in response.

After a few minutes of cuddling with the animal, she made her way to where it came from. She placed the kitten next to her sleeping mom and other siblings, and snapped a picture -- the scene was too cute!

She smiled a bit, before deciding to heed to her class.

She walked to her destination, plugging her earphones. On her way, she met a few of her friends, but decided to just wave her hand and flash a friendly smile -- a fake one.

Call her fake, but she prefered to make people think that she is happy, instead of making them think that she was one heck of a phenomenal disaster.

She didn't want people to worry about her.

Yes, she was aware that there are people who liked and cared about her, even if they weren't close.

The thing is, she was good at making first impressions; she was weak and couldn't handle fights or grudges, so she tried her best to not make enemies. She was kindhearted. She never judged anyone, and she helped everyone in need.

So, she was basically the shy, kind girl that no one hated.

But she hated being used by the students. She couldn't say no to their requests, so she always ended up doing their homework, etc.

But she thought that it was better if she stressed herself a bit more, instead of making someone upset because of her; she couldn't handle the guilt.

She managed to hear the conversation bettween the couple, and decided to turn down the volume a bit more.

She watched as Chanyeol pouted cutely,

She caught her loved one smile sweetly, before he grabbed his boyfriend's ears instead of his cheeks, and kissed him. It was undeed painful to watch, but who was she, to feel anything?

How dare she feel anything toward a taken person?

But, how can she block her emotions?

Will she ever be able to stop loving Byun Baekhyun?

Lilac was a pretty messed up girl.

Hello! Chapter 1 is out! Did you enjoy it? I hope you did!

Now you know the girl's name! It's Lilac! I also tried to talk more about her. Idk why it feels like i'm talking about myself instead... now that i said it, i decided to make Lilac the way i see myself??? But not 100% like me, no no, we don't want that lol.

Also... I GOT OVER MY CRUSH.

I realised that its just a high school thing, and i should just ignore it. After more thinking, i realised that my life was boring so i forced myself to like some punk ass depressed dude... i tested it, and i realised that i never blush, skip a beat for him, or even think about him. I dont know why was i doing it... i think i'm either love sick, or yearning for more action in my life????

Oh wow look at me analysing myself. I think i can be a good psychologist. That's my goal anyways lol

IMPORTANT P.S!!! i might not be able to uptade on these 3 weeks. I have so much homeworks and exams BUT after that i'll be free since it's the end of the year!!!!! YAY!!!!! Its the first time that i litterally yearn for summer break, i used to hate it.

Good bye! Love you 💜