Seeing that the exams were close, Baekhyun struggled bettween studying, or meeting his lover.

He would stay at the library in his free periods, and try so hard to memorise all the informations he can. Of course, he missed the taller, but studying distracted him.

You couldn't say the same for Chanyeol.

Chanyeol, being the genious he is, didn't need to study over and over again; all he needed was to listen at class, and understand. That would be enough for him to get a good grade.

And that gave him a lot more free time than the others, a lot more free time to miss the smaller.

He was getting tired of them not meeting, not kissing, not cuddeling, not showing their love for eachother.

Whenever they met in the hallways, it would be him trying to wave at the petite running, getting ignored, and awkwardly standing with his hand in the air.

Or when the taller approaches him in the library, the smaller would flash him a small smile, and then drown in the ocean of books on his table. Chanyeol would eventually feel tired, and he'd excuse himself to leave.

He was tired of this.

He felt empty, depressed.

He just wanted the smaller in his arms, as he inhaled his sweet scent, as he kissed him tenderly and passionately.

And he decided to talk to the smaller about it.

Chanyeol said, as soon as he stepped inside the byun's room, only to see his boyfriend, along with a girl on the bed, studying.

Chanyeol said, jealousy swallowing his insides.

The giant started raising his voice, and Lilac excused herself to give some privacy to the couple.

Chanyeol's heart hurt a bit.

He threatened, as he felt his eyes watering. He tried hard to control his emotions.

But what ruined and broke his heart, was the words that he got from the dearest person he loved;

A tear escaped from the taller's pupil, down his porcelain skin, making Baekhyun realise what he just did. He hurt the angel who fixed him, who gave him love, and comfort.

But before he could say anything, his heart shattered at his boyfriend's hurt tone,

He turned to the door to leave, but before he did, he said,

Guilt, anger, melancholy.

It was the worst feeling Baekhyun ever felt, but what made them even worse, is the fact that they are all there at the same time in his stressed system.

He was guilty, for making Chanyeol feel worthless when he gave him the world.

He was angry for letting his stress take over him, and for not realising that the giant probably had it worse.

And he was sad, melancholic, that even after all what happened, he still did not want to leave him, and was willing to wait for him to comeback.

What did someone so fucked up do to deserve such angel?

But at the end, when he started getting flashbacks of their fight, making the three feelings take more space in his heart, he lost the battle to his salty, warm tears and set them free.

When it was 9:20pm, Baekhyun received a message from his boyfriend;

He felt his once dry eyes water again. It was only 3 hours that passed without the giant but he missed him like hell already.

Don't get him wrong; he did want to message the giant, but he thought that he didn't deserve such a pure person, and decided to give them a break.

Be did not know if his decision was good.

He sighed, before laying once again on the bed. He hugged the sweater that Chanyeol left one day, inhaling his scent.

He wished that he could never exhale, ever again. The manly scent was so addicting, that he wished it would wander around his nostrils until the end of time.

It would've felt better if he hugged the giant instead.

He felt his eyes water. He missed his man's warmth, his arms that held his skinny waist in a protecting, possessive manner, or how he would always act dorky to cheer him up when he's down.

Not to forget, how he makes him feel special, everytime he kisses him so passionately, as if wanting to show all the unlimited love he has.

Chanyeol didn't deserve to be treated like that.

But he also didn't deserve to be with such immature person.

A ring from his phone slapped him out of his thoughts, and when he wanted to answer, he shaked in fear when he noticed that his boyfriend was calling.

He didn't know if he should answer or not, but he ended up answering anyways.

He cursed when his voice betrayed him, and cracked.

Baekhyun lied, not wanting Chanyeol to know he was crying. He was so flustered at the fact that he was still giving him attention and care, even if they fought.

Chanyeol stuttered,

Baekhyun was unsure though. They were supposed to be mad at each other. Well, The giant was supposed to be mad actually. And the aura would be so awkward around them.

Baekhyun sighed, feeling his eyes water for the nth time this day.

Baekhyun said in a broken tone, in pure sincerity, as he remembered his past relationship.

He was just like Chanyeol.

And he ended up becoming a disaster, a mess,

He ended up hurting his mental health, his physical one,

He unintentionally hurt his family and friends.

Chanyeol suddently hang up, making the smaller wonder if his phone died, or if he actually listened to him and tried to be rude.

Feeling tired, he decided to wear his boyfriend's sweater, and go to sleep.

He heard his mother call, to which he answered, in a tired voice.

As soon as the door was opened, his mother was revealed, along with a certain giant who looked like he just ran from the end of the world to get here.

He frowned, before getting up quickly,

Mrs. Byun said sassily, before pushing the giant to enter the room, and locking the door.

She finished, glancing at the taller who was looking at the ground, nervous.

She said, shaking her head at her son.

She finished, before leaving the couple speechless.

Snapping out of his thoughts, Chanyeol decided to do what he has to do.

He kneeled in front of his loved one, before holding his slender hand in his rough, huge ones gently. He looked at him, and apologised sincerely,

But the smaller was too overwhelmed by the act, too shocked and flustered, that he ended up on his knees as well, crying his eyes out, and begging for forgiveness.

He finished, before hugging the life out of his boyfriend.

The said on felt his eyes water, but he ignored them, and smiled at the petite, before hugging him back, and whispering,

He held his rosy cheeks softly, before sticking their forheads together, making their noises touch in process. He smiled happily, feeling lost at the petite's brown orbs.

They smiled at each other, before slowly leaning in, making their lips touch softly, and meet in a passionate kiss. They closed their eyes, to feel the moment, and to enjoy it.

Chanyeol found himself too weak to stop himself from taking their kiss to the next level, so he licked the cherry-red colored bottom lip of his smaller, groaning at how sweet it tasted.

He started bitting it sensually, almost devoring it, as if wanting to savour it, making the petite moan in pleasure. It was that moment, when he felt the vibrations radiating to his mouth, that he couldn't control his little buddy from twitching and hardening.

Baekhyun was more needy though, so he let his small hands sneak under the giant's sweater, making it touch his six pack of abs.

Chanyeol cutted their kiss, making the smaller whine. He smirked, before saying, He wiggeled his eyebrows.

Baekhyun rolled his eyes, but smiled anyways at how the giant still joked at a time and state like these. He removed his clothes slowly, teasing his man that was practically drooling, before he layed on the bed, spreading his legs as much as he can, bitting his lip in a teasing manner and whispering,

Chanyeol felt his junior twitch in pain, almost cumming at the scene. He groaned, before removing his clothes in a fast manner,

Baekhyun whispered on the giants lips, daddy." He licked his earlob slowly, it

It's 2:20Am and im awake, "studying" lol. I have a math exam tomorrow i better go study my ass off.

And.. i'm 16 now, idk if i should really be happy because im a year close to death, or because of tge fact that i'm going to get attention from my friends tomorrow.. both sound good.

I have to go study now!! See you later, Love you!!! 💜💜💜💜