《The Reality of it All (Completed)》Pinch Me, I'm Dreaming
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(THIS IS MEGAN👆 She looks good tbh. But YA know, she just thirsty🙆)
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I looked up to see Megan, standing there with tears running down her face. She was holding her stomach, signaling a live being was in her belly.
"I'm pregnant with your baby,"
Is it possible that such a person can speak those words? The way the fell out, so slowly and even breathed.
"What?" Jake asked. She exhaled and pushed the hair from her face.
"You heard me, I'm pregnant with your baby," she said firmly. My thoughts were going hay wire as I continued to replay the words that fell out of her mouth.
I'm.....pregnant...your...baby....
Jake stood up, making sure I was sitting properly.
"What the hell is this Megan? Are you messing with me right now?" Jake said angrily. He had his hands in his pockets, but I could tell he was holding back.
"No I'm serious. It's yours, I'm pretty sure," she said, tears still coming down her face.
"How when I had sex with you a year ago?!" His voice was getting Louder. I stood up behind Jake.
"You didn't! That night you went to the bar with your coworkers," she started. Jake's face dropped and he ran his fingers through his hand.
"What are you talking about?!"
"I WAS THERE!," she yelled," you were hammered when I sat down next to you. You told me that you never meant to hurt me and that you loved me," she said sobbing. This can't be real. This bitch is gonna be a mother?
"Wait, what?!" I yelled. I stepped to the side to see both of their faces. Jake still looked a bit confused, but Megan was still sobbing.
"I don't believe you! There's no way that I had sex with you that night!" He yelled. Megan took out her phone. She was doing something when she turned the screen towards him.
It was a picture of her and him in a bed. They were both naked and Jake was obviously drunk. Megan was awfully close to him, lying on his chest, kissing it. I immediately turned away, not wanting to see anymore.
"WHAT THE HELL?!" He asked, snatching the phone from her.
"You can check the date and time. It's all there," she said. I walked away a couple of feet and plopped down on the sand. I couldn't bear to hear anymore of the conversation.
Jake got another girl pregnant. Jake got another girl pregnant. Jake got another girl pregnant. No not a girl, a slut pregnant. Jake was going to make a slut and mother. Jake has made a slut a mother.
I stared off into the water as my mind became overwhelmed. Jake and Megan were still talking about what happened as far as I could tell. I laid back into the sand and stared up at the stars. I held my stomach, thinking about Peanut.
Why does everything go wrong with me?
•. •. •. •. •.
Another week, more stress. After the whole scene between Megan and jake, it kinda left me confused. I didn't end things with him, but Megan is all I can think about right now.
Jake has asked her to come to the clinic to get a test done for him. Well, today is the day.
Not to mention that LACEY has actually bothered to call me. Only to say how selfish I am and hang up.
I'm lying in my bed with my beats on. I was listening to Skinny Love by Birdy. The song was on repeat, but I didn't mind. I was imagining my world without my baby. A world where Mason and I were living happily ever after and Jake hadn't come into my life.
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What a boring life it would've been.
I feel a tap on my shoulder and look up to see Jake. I removed the beats and sat up.
"You okay with this?" He asked with sincerity. No.
"Yeah, just a lot to take in right now," I said meekly. He grabbed my hands and kissed both of them.
"I know and I'm sorry that this happened. I honestly don't remember anything from that night," he explained.
"Yeah, don't worry about that. I'm just- YA know- taking my first breaths since Mason and everything." I turned away, staring out the window. He pulled my chin, turning my head.
"Baby," he said, sitting up,"I'm sorry," he said as he kissed me. He kept repeating the words and kissing me between each phrase. I held he chest back and looked at him.
"I'm honestly okay right now. You don't have to say sorry, I love you regardless," I said softly. He pulled me in for one last kiss before releasing me.
"I love you, too," I instantly blush.
"Let's go see if the bitch is having a baby," I said sighing. He chuckled and grabbed my hand.
We make it to the clinic in 10 minutes and we see Megan in the waiting room. She was wearing tight jeans and a short sweater. I roll my eyes as I approach from behind Jake.
"Hey, Jake," she greeted him. He nodded and sat down, holding my hand. Megan notices this and turns away, hiding any reaction or irritation.
"MEGAN POSTER"
We stood up and walked in. The doctor told Megan to go pee in a cup which is in the bathroom next door.
She comes back with a half filled cup and hands to him. I sit there nervously and wait.
"Jake, I'm really sorry for this," she said. She was about 5 inches away from him. I was sitting in the chair at the back of the room.
"Let's just wait for the results, okay?" He told her. She nodded and looked at me. I turned away, going onto my phone.
The doctor finally comes back in.
"You are pregnant," he confirmed. My heart dropped. How could this be? Megan walked over to Jake slowly and put her hand on his he looked like he was in shock.
"Are you okay?"
No response. I stood up and walked over to Jake. He was just staring at the floor with a pale face. I leaned into him and put my eyes in front of his. He seemed to jump out of his day dream and noticed me. He shook his hand and put his arm around my shoulders.
"How do I know it's mine? I don't even remember sleeping with you!" He argued. I could feel the anger rising in his chest as his heart beat sped up. I wrapped my arms around his waist.
"I'M NOT LYING TO YOU, JAKE!" Megan yelled.
"You know what, I don't even know what to believe. Until that baby is born, I'm not doing a damn thing! Not until I know it's mine," he said and grabbed my hand. He dragged me out of the room and left Megan standing there speechless.
We left and drove to his condo speechless. Sitting down on his black sofa, he stared at the tv.
"Talk to me," I said as I walked over.
"What if that baby's mine?" He asked.
"Then I know you'll be a great dad," I responded. He looked away.
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"But I didn't plan a baby with her," he said firmly. There were tears in his eyes. He stood up and started pacing.
"GOD, IM SO STUPID!" He yelled. He turned and punch the hanging punching bag. Soon it led to an all out attack.
"JAKE, you need to calm down!" I tried to yell over him. He wasn't listening. I walked over to him and watched him punch the bag. He was going at it for a good 10 minutes until he ran out of energy.
"Baby, what am I gonna do if that baby is mine?" He said, sobbing. He slid onto the floor and started crying.
I didn't know what to say. This made me think about my baby. Is he ready for a baby right now? Is this responsibility too much for him to handle? Imagine if I was pregnant with his.
I squat down and cross my legs.
"Baby you know I love you and I always will. I just- you need to figure some stuff out," i said. He looked up and wiped his face.
"What?" He asked. I looked down at my hands.
"I'm breaking up with you because you aren't ready for my baby drama, let alone your own," I said, tears threatening to come out. His face dropped and he grabbed my hands.
"No, Spencer. I want you- I need you," he argued. I shook my head, tears falling down.
"Just- think about it," I said, standing.
"I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT It SPENCER! I want you! I'm excited for peanut, I really am!" He argued, facing me. Tears were rolling down his face.
"NO YOURE NOT! Listen to yourself, Jake! You're crying over a baby that may be yours but you're happy for this baby that you know is not yours?" I asked. He shook his head.
"Please, Spencer. I'm begging you," he said grabbing my hand again. I looked away from his eyes and concentrated on my breathing.
"I'm sorry, Jake. You really just need some space right now to think," I said and with that, I left the house. As soon as I hit the sidewalk, I cried my eyes out. That hurt me more than it did him. I can't help but feel that what I did for him, was a huge blessing in disguise.
•. •. •. •.
I get home and immediately want to go to bed. Running up the stairs to my room, I spot Lacey.
She was standing in my room just looking out the window. She looks terrible. She was wearing dirty baggy clothes and her hair was all over her face.
"What the hell Lacey?" I ask, sniffling. She turns around. Her eyes were sunken in and red and she had a cigarette in her hand.
"GET OUT!" I yell.
"Oh please! Do tell my why you're crying now? Let me guess, you got dumped again?" She asked, smirking. Her teeth were yellow and reeked of alcohol and weed.
"You know what, it's none of your God damn business!" I yell at her. She steps closer to me.
"You're a failure. I ws always perfect. The perfect older child who got married and lived the perfect happy life," she scolded. She looked down at my belly.
"You know what, I deserve that baby," she muttered. Suddenly, she pulled out something from her pocket and flicked it open.
A knife
"Give it to me," she said. I backed away from her and crashed into the wall.
"GET AWAY FROM ME!" I yelled. She continued walking towards me when suddenly she just full out lunged. The knife connected with my arm and a huge slit appeared. I winced and put my hand over the cut.
"HELP!!!" I yelled. Lacey stood up, unsteadily and continued crawling towards me. I tried crawling a further distance away.
"You have always failed! GOD WANTS ME TO HAVE THAT BABY!" Lacey yelled. She had reached me and was slowly climbing on top of me. My arm was continuously bleeding as I tried to push her off.
She pinned me down and sat on top of me.
"You bitch!" She said and slapped me across the face. It was nothing like I had ever experienced. Suddenly another slap came, this time to the other side of my face.
"YOURE HURTING THE BABY!" I yelled. She stopped in her tracks. I knew I had triggered something.
"You're hurting the baby. If you want the baby, you need to get off of it," I whispered. She looked at me and rolled off. I stood up slowly, clutching my arm. The floor was covered with blood. I think I lost too much.
"That's my baby," she muttered. I nodded.
"it's your baby, but if you want it, i need to keep it healthy. I have to stay healthy. If I die, it dies," I told her. She stared at my belly the entire time.
"Not if they were able to save it," she whispered and started walking towards me again. I screamed at the top of my lungs and suddenly the door bursts open.
"PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR!"
There were four police officers with guns in their hands. They pinned my sister down to the floor and Another came over to me.
"We need an ambulance over here," he said into his talkie
"You're losing too much blood," he said. Suddenly my head felt dizzy as I watched the words coming out of his mouth. The Ravins appeared again, this time circling around something on the side of my bed.
I couldn't read what it said, everything was spinning. Suddenly something cleared and I was able To see the words in red.
First aid.
Everything went black.
•. •. •. •.
Jake's P. O. V.
I can't believe that Spencer broke up with me. I love her with all my heart and I need her. I understand what she was saying, but I know what I want. The whole idea with her and her Baby never scared me. She would be a great
Mom. Megan is the complete opposite.
I had punch a hole in the wall after she walked out. I instantly regret it after the pain shot through my hand. Grabbing my keys, I decided to go visit Spencer and tell her everything I felt. I can't lose her, I need her. She has to understand that.
Police. Ambulance. Lacey.
I rush out of my car and approach the girl on the bed, getting into The ambulance.
"WHAT HAPPENED?" I asked nervously. The man turned to me.
"Who are you?" He asked me. Who am I?
"The boyfriend of Spencer," I said firmly.
"Get in," he said, pointing into the ambulance. I was confused until I saw Spencer lying there lifeless. My emotions went hay wire as I started freaking out. She had a huge cut on her arm, showing she lost a lot of blood.
"Hang in there Spencer!" I begged. Tears were coming down my face. The men were wrapping up the wound, temporarily stopping the bleeding.
We approach the hospital within 10 minutes and they rush her to the ER. this can't be happening again. Why does this always happen to her?! I sat down in a chair and waited, eyeing the clock.
I Called Paige and her mom and they said they'd be over in 5, panicking just as much as I am.
"WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED?!Paige asked tear streaked. I stood up and immediately started sobbing.
"I don't know! She broke up with me and I drove to her house and found her like this!" I said. Paige looked at me and hugged me, crying into my shirt. I hugged her back and we stood there for a moment.
Her mom comes rushing in. We signal her over here.
"Where's Spencer?" She asked with tears in her eyes.
"The ER. Jake said Lacey had something to do with it. She was arrested," Paige said, filling her in. I had my head in my hands. I can't believe I let her walk away.
"This is all my fault. If I hadn't let her walk away, she wouldn't be here. She wouldn't have the possibility of losing peanut- She would be with me!" I said sobbing. Paige started rubbing my back.
"It's not your fault, Jake! It's not your fault," she whispered into my ear.
"I can't believe Lacey did this. Is there something going on with her?" Her mother asked. I looked at her and then Paige. We had to tell her.
"She's doing drugs," Paige started.
"WHAT?!"
"We flushed her drugs last month and she promised she wouldn't use them. She may have relapsed," she explained. Her Moms hands flew into the air and she sat down next to Paige.
"I'm sorry we didn't tell you, I didn't know she was capable of something like this," I said. She immediately started sobbing.
The doctor came out and I stood up, quick.
"How is she?" I asked eagerly.
"The baby is still alive, but Spencer has lost so much blood. Unfortunately, it's an artery that was cut," he said. Paige and her mom immediately broke down again. I waited for the doctor to continue.
"If we can't pull her through, the baby will not make it either. I'm doing everything in my power to prevent that from happening," he explained, and rushed back into the room.
I'm going to lose her.
HEYYAAA GUYS! so this chapter wasn't eventful til the end. You know, gotta save the best for last! Sorry for the Jake fans. 💀
Will Spencer lose Peanut?
COMIN UP:
-Lacey may have screwed the chances for Spencer and her baby. 😭
-Megan could just turn a new leaf.... not in a nasty way...i don't think 😂👅
-you will finally meet Hayden! He is so hawt💪
-Jake may just end up doing something you would never expect. 😼 once a bad boy always a bad boy!
Til next time guys! Wanna stay tuned? Hit that follow bruh❤️ hit that follow bruh bruh❤️ (little beat in my head😂)
If not you could comment or vote. 👌
THANX
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