Gons POV

Me and trystan have a date tonight, so I've been getting ready for a while. It's been about a week since we all went to the amusement park, and that was when we had decided to get more serious about our relationship.

"Hey, killua..." I told him.

He was helping me pick what to wear, since he was practically a fashion queen.

"Uhhh, it's kinda plain" he told me and I just monad.

"You wear too much green" he then told me

"Well yeah, because it's the best color!!" I pouted

"Not when you wear it every day!! Here I'll help you..." he pulled off the checkered green shirt I had on and started searching through my drawers.

"Hmm... what about this" he asked, standing up and holding a pale green hoodie

"You can wear it with some jeans or something.." he started to look through my pants drawer.

He then stood up holding some black jeans

"Here you can change into this" he told me, but I didn't hear. I could only focus on how close our body's were. I was shirtless and he was right in front of me holding some clothes, there was barely an inch of space between us.

"You can watch me change..." I whispered, thinking out loud.

Shit

He looked up at me surprised then backed up.

"I-uh sorry I c-can leave you t-too it then... I'll b-be j-just out there..." he quickly left blushing.

What. The. Fuck.

Did I actually say that?? He probably thinks I'm so weird... I'm dating trystan!!! Why the fuck would I say that!!!!!! I'm so stupid...

I wonder if I maybe still like him... I don't even know.

I quickly changed and walked out, I had a whole excuse on my reasons for saying that but when I came out there was only a note.

Sorry I couldn't stay longer, Chrollo called and asked if I could come over, but I hope your days fun! (Give me credit on the outfit lmao)

Killua

I folded the note and threw it away

You dummy. He probably left because he felt awkward.

I got my wallet and went outside. It was a short walk until I was at trystans door. I knocked and soon a blond haird girl came out

"Who are you??" She asked

"Oh... Umm I'm trystans boyfriend, gon" I told her

"Ohh!! Your gon!! Ok, I didn't realize" she let me in "well, I'm her roommate, Isabella" she told me and we shook hands "nice to meet you" I told her smiling

"Sorry I took so long!" Trystan quickly ran out of her room in a cute, but casual outfit.

"It's fine babe, take all the time you need" I told her.

"No, I'm ready now, let's go!"

I grabbed her hand and we left her dorm.

"Where are you taking me?!?" She said giggling

"It's a surprise!!" I told her and she pouted.

"Cmon, we're almost there!!"

I took her down the street and stopped at a small shop.

"It's sushi" I told her excitedly. She squealed.

"I love sushi!" I smiled "good, because were gonna be getting a lot of it!"

All through the night I couldn't stop thinking about killua. But I was trying to forget it so that trystan would get the best part of me.

We were about to leave when she suddenly grabbed my face and I leaned in. She kissed me and I rapped my arms around her. We stayed like that for a little longer, but when we pulled away there was one thing I specifically heard

"I love you gon"

I can't just date trystan because of my selfishness... I like her, but do I love her?? And what about killua

I don't know...