Killuas POV

It was super late, and me and Chrollo had just gotten back from a date.

"I'm so tiered" he grumbled and jumped into his bed. I soon followed, all though I wasn't very tired yet.

After about five minutes of cuddling I heard Chrollos soft snores.

I tossed and turned for about an hour until I decided to actually do something.

Then suddenly I hear a buz, I looked to the bedside table and found Chrollos phone.

Someone had texted Chrollo, I mean I'm sure he wouldn't mind if I went through his phone... right??

I opend his phone using his finger and went to messages.

The text was from feitan.

🖤🗡

Bae?? What does he mean...

I scrolled up to see there recent texts

😏

There texting continued for a while... always feitan asking if Chrollo could come over....

Did Chrollo cheat??

Right when the question popped into my head I panicked.

No he wouldn't, I love him!! I can't loose him... and he loves me, right?

My eyes started to water as I re-read everything.

It could just be a miscommunication, there probably not actually doing what I'm thinking

I started to cry more. Soon my sobbing woke Chrollo up

Oh no

I quickly put his phone somewhere else and wiped away my tears.

"Killua? What's up?" He said in a sleepy voice

"Chrollo..." I wasn't gonna let this pass. I needed to know if he cheated.

"Hmm?" He hummed and I started to tear again, just hearing his voice

"Chrollo, are you cheating on me??" I asked silently.

He just looked shocked

"Why would you think that? I would never honey" he panicked.

"I can hear the lie in your voice Chrollo! We've been dating for three fucking months!!" I shouted at him and got out of his bed.

I don't wanna be around him!! Three months Just tossed away?!?!

"Wait, honey I can explain!!" He shouted and stood up with me, grabbing my hand.

"No! You cheated!! With feitan, it's not fair!" I screamed and pulled my hand away.

"No, baby please" he started to tear up.

"If you care so much then maybe don't just leave your texts with feitan opend. Did you really not think I would read them?! Your so stupid! Baka, I hate you!! Hate y-you.." I started to cry more and more.

"No, Killua I promise, it was only once" Chrollo cried

"Only once!? I read pretty far back Chrollo, you can't trick me like that!" I shouted again, with my mood swings going crazy.

"Killua... please I love you!! Don't leave!"

I looked at him in disgust

"Three fucking months." I spat in his face.

"I'm leaving, goodbye chrollo, I can't be around you anymore..." my throat started to clog up

"No Killu please!! It was a mistake..." I could hear him screaming as I ran out of is room.

Why Chrollo?! Why!? You broke me, so what was the point? Why did you do this...

I ran into my dorm screaming. I threw a vase i found on the ground and heard the satisfying glass breaking.

"Killua!!" Gon shouted running out of his dorm

"Are you ok?!? It's one in the morning.." he looked at my broken face.

I just ran In my room and rolled up into my blankets

Maybe they can block me from everything...

"Killua! What's wrong?!" Gon said storming in.

It wasn't until he heard my sobs that he backed off.

"Killua... are you ok?? Will you tell me what's wrong, please?" He asked in a quiet voice.

"Three m-months" was all I could get out of my tears.

"Killua..." gon said confused

"Three months!" I got up and screamed, my tears flying everywhere.

"Killua," gon said then pulled me into a hug.

"I don't know what's wrong but I hope this helps"

I sunk into his hug and tried to calm myself down.

"Gon... Chrollo, h-he was a lie!" I cried and he hugged me closer

"I'm so sorry killua"

"He cheated with stupid feitan! Why though! We were so happy..."

"I'm so sorry... so sorry, I don't know why he did it but I know it wasn't ok, it was a wrong thing for him to do... I- sorry" he told me, pulling away.

"You should get some sleep, I think you'll need it" gon said and tucked me under some blankets.

"Goodnight killua" he whispered and left.

Chrollo... after everything?! How could you!!

I fell asleep to the sound of my tears.

When I woke up, I didn't plan on doing anything all day.

I started to tear up again remembering everything that had happened yesterday.

"Killua? Your awake" gon came in.

"Yea-" my throat didn't want me to speak.

"I heard you crying, so I thought I'd check in," he said kindly

"Thank you" i rasped out.

I burrowed under my blankets and fell back asleep.

"Killua" gon shook me awake

"Mhhh" I mumbled

"Chrollo asked me to ask you if you could talk" he said.

"You woke me up for that?!" I got up.

"Well yeah... you've been sleeping for a really long time" I looked down

"I have?" He just nodded.

"Well tell Chrollo to give me a few damn days before I can speak with him." I told gon.

"Ok..." he looked like he was about to say something then he shook his head "never mind... how are you doing?"

"Better then earlier" I whispered and started to cry.

Gon walked up and hugged me.

"I'm so sorry killua... but I baked you some chocolate!! Your favorite" he pulled out some homemade chocolate.

"Aww thank you"

I used to only say aww to Chrollo...

My eyes watered more.

I can push through.

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