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messages!

adira.

i know

it's bad

i can't be angry w him. i went

over to his house and he had a

path of roses to the backyard

and it was this big romantic

gesture and it felt like we were

ok. or i prayed to some god in

that moment that we were ok

a, i love u. but it's been 5 months

of this bullshit. even when y'all

first got together zayn was a

manipulative piece of shit ab

the whole perrie situation. he

was a manipulative piece of shit

when everything went down

and u went to rehab. and he's

still a manipulative piece of

shit.

vicky's right. dira i know u

thought getting engaged would

somehow fix this. but it hasn't.

and it's time to stop beating

around the bush and hoping

everything's gonna be alright. it

won't be. face it. he'll keep

doing this over and over again

and you'll keep forgiving him

over and over again.

i know. i fucking know. i can't

help it. i'll stop. i'll fix it.

i promise i will.

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real life!

Zayn pushes Adira against his bedroom wall and nuzzles her neck. "I missed you," he mumbles, brushing his lips against her skin.

"Zayn"—she sighs—"we need to talk."

"No talking."

"Zayn, plea—"

Adira's words are cut off by her own scream as Zayn bites down into her flesh. "No talking." He wraps his free hand around her neck, tightening it until she's clawing at him for release. Her face turns red. Her mouth is open, begging for air. Her face contorts into an expression of anguish.

Finally, he releases her, and she gasps, air rushing into her lungs in waves. "What the fuck is wrong with you? You could've fucking killed me."

"Why are you still talking?" he questions, tilting his head to side, before he pummels her. Blood covers every surface of the room, her whimpers echo, and her clothes are strewn across the room. His breathing is rapid as he tugs at his sweat-stained shirt. In the last moment, he kisses her forehead. "Put your clothes on. I'll be right back, baby."

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"911 operator. What is your emergency?"