"Have fun girls," Tracey, Andrea's mother says, waving from the porch. Andrea and Cassie run to the car, shoving each other and laughing. I've always envied their connection, wishing I had a sister. Cassie and Andrea get into the back and Beatrice backs out of the driveway, heading to the mall.

"I'm so excited for this girls day," Cassie says from the back. "With term papers due, presentations, and not to forget finals, this is my first stress free day in months."

"No talk of school or university!" Andrea squeals, plugging her ears. "Its all you talk about."

Cassie huffs. "Fine," she says. "Beatrice, what are you getting Daniel for Christmas?" 

Beatrice laughs. "I have no clue. He's so hard to buy for, if unreal. Emma, any thoughts?"

Daniel is hard to buy for, mostly because he's old enough that if he wants anything, he buys it himself. 

The shopping center is crowded, probably because it's a Saturday and everyone is trying to finish their Holiday shopping. However, I'm having fun, and that's all that matters. Andrea wheels me down the mall behind Cassie and Beatrice, who are chatting away as if they hadn't met only hours ago.

By lunch, I have my parents and most of my brother's presents bought.

"Let's stop here! I hear it's good," Cassie says, pointing to a shop that says Kristy's Place: Clothing and Accessories. We walk in and instantly, I'm hit with a strong perfume that automatically gives me a headache.

The store is bright and colorful, racks of girls and women's clothes are out in the open, ready to be picked over. The cashier is to the right and a fitting station is at the very back, next to the exit sign.

"Do you think I would look good in this Emma?" I turn around and see Andrea holding red lingerie. She's posing, her hand on hips, and I burst into a fit of laughter.

"I'll take that as a no," Andrea says, laughing with me. She puts the lingerie back onto its hanger.

We giggle all the way to where Cassie and Beatrice are talking at the cashier. He looks the same age as Cassie with blond hair and round glasses that he keeps pushing his glasses up. They all give us weird looks, rolling their eyes.

On the way out of the store, the cashier winks at Cassie.

"Oh, someone has their eye on you," Andrea teases, poking her sister in the side.

Cassie grins."Too bad for him, because I'm already taken," she says, then stops.

The three of us turn to her with a raised eye brow, demanding further explanation.

"What!? By who?" Andrea demands, her loudness drawing attention from passer byers. Cassie's face says she's already said too much, and I can tell she's having an inner debate whether to spill the beans.

"Is it Logan?" I ask, taking a hit at the hunch Andrea and I have. By the way Cassie snaps her head over to stare at me and her cheeks flushing a light pink. I'm guessing we are right. 

Andrea and I high five.

"How did you know?" Cassie gasps. "We've tried to keep it a secret!"

"Well, we saw you kissing, holding hands, and kissing some more," I say, laughing. "But don't worry, I approve, Andrea and I-"

"We want to be sister-in-law's," Andrea finishes and we giggle again. "We've known since almost October. You guys are horrible at keeping secrets."

Down the mall further is the food court, the smell of different places making my stomach growl. We decide to stop for a late lunch, because who can resist the urge to eat while shopping? I decide to order Subway and find a seat, pushing myself through the crowds. Cassie, Beatrice, and Andrea sit around me just as a group of boys, older than Andrea and I.

One of the guys who has blonde hair winks and smiles, flashing his pearly whites at me. I drop my eyes quickly. Cassie turns to me and smirks.

"Looks like someone has their eye on you," she says, mocking what Andrea had said earlier, and I shake my head.

"I thought you were already taken too?" Beatrice asks, looking confused. "Daniel mentioned that you were with some guy named Alex? Or was it Adam?"

"Austin," I tell her, sighing.

I had hoped this wouldn't have been brought up.

"Oh, so you're not together anymore?" She asks and I shake my head again.

Talking about it just makes my heart ache.

"Maybe, you should just talk to him," Andrea says. "You know, people make mistakes, and sometimes you just have to be the bigger person and accept and forgive."

I look at my best friend as if she's crazy.

"Talk to him?" I ask, as if its the craziest idea in the world.

Andrea nods her head, taking a bite of her burger. "You know the only reason you are mad at him is because he didn't tell you sooner. Is that really a good enough reason to let him go?"

I don't want to let Austin go, especially for a stupid reason like that.

"And it's not his fault," Cassie says, patting my arm. "You can't blame anyone. It was an accident."

Although I wanted someone to blame, I know they're right.

Maybe I should talk to him.

"Hey, don't I know you from somewhere?" an English accent speaks up from behind and I snap my head around. Tucker and Henry walk up, smiling. 

Cassie and Beatrice nudge each other, making winky faces. Andrea rolls her eyes. 

"Tucker, Henry, this is my sister Cassie and Daniel's girlfriends Beatrice," she says, introducing the two. Cassie and Andrea smile, saying hello. "What are you guys doing here?"

Tucker lifts the Nikes bag at his side. "Shopping for myself," he says, chuckling. "Any luck with shopping yourselves?"

I nod. "Yeah, I have my parents and most of my brothers gifts bought. Just a few more people to go," I say. "What are your plans for tonight?" 

Tucker shrugs. "Not much, I pick my parents up from the airport tomorrow, but until then, Netflix is likely going to be my number one."

"Well, if you get bored, my parents are having a small get together. We skate and have hot chocolate afterwards. You're welcome to come," I say, offering an invite. I gesture down to my leg. "Obviously, I won't be skating though."

Tucker smiles. "Aidan already extended the offer," he says, and he blushes. "And truthfully, I don't skate very well."

"I can give you some pointers," I offer. "It'll be fun. Hanging out with the Taylor's there is never a dull moment, I promise you that."

Tucker hesitates, before shrugging a shoulder. "Okay, why not. But, you have to promise not to laugh when I fall on the ice."

I laugh, crossing my heart with my hand. "I'll see you tonight."

Henry and Tucker leave soon after and Andrea narrows her eyes. 

"What the hell was that?" 

I tilt my head. "I have no idea what you're talking about," I say, averting my eyes. 

She snorts. "Yeah, you do," she says, sighing. "You just hard core flirted and invited Tucker to your house tonight."

"And? What's your point?" 

Andrea groans, resting her head on the table. "You are hopeless. What about Austin? "

I shrug my shoulders. "What about him? Tucker and I are just friends."

Cassie pipes up from across the table. "Does Austin know that?"

A few hours later, back home, I'm in the middle of helping mom bake cookies for tonight. 

"Honey, why don't you go have a nap? You look exhausted," she says, rubbing my back. 

It's true. My eyes are drooping every second I stay awake. I give a faint smile and finish putting the pan in the oven before hobbling down the hall. Thankfully, my brothers are outside, helping dad shovel a path to the lake and set up tables and chairs. I make it to my bedroom and about to shut my door when I hear my name. 

I open it back up and see Jude peering at me.

He gives a little smile. "Hey, can we talk?"

"Sure," I say, yawning. I hope it will be quick.

Jude pushes past me, entering my room and making himself at home on my bed as if I hadn't been going to lay there myself.

"So, you and Austin," Jude starts, narrowing his eyes at me. What's with people and discussing my relationship status? "You two need to get back together."

I blink. Did I hear him right? Is he sick or something? 

Jude smirks. "Yeah, you heard me. I'm tired of seeing you so unhappy Em. Before you and Austin started hanging out, you were so sad, it made me unhappy. Then when you were with him, it was like a whole new you. You smiled. Austin is one bright part of your life that I don't want to see gone."

That makes two of us.

Jude finishes his talk, and shuts my door as he leaves.

I take my phone out and dial Austin's number.

"Hello?" he answers on the third ring.

"Hi, it's me," I say, which I know sounds incredibly stupid. "Can we talk?"