There he is... standing in the door frame STILL looking hot as fuck but maybe I should act like I hate him. Even if he's really cute.

"What are you doing here?" Clay asked furrowing his eyebrows. "Well first off, you invited me to stay here, secondly I really wanted to apologize... to y/n."

Hearing my name caught me off guard and made me lose count on how high I could count. I peeked my head up and looked at him. That's when I realized that everyone was looking at me. (#awkward) "Y/N. Can we talk? Alone?" Sapnap managed to say without getting interrupted by Dreams' petty ass. I nodded, unable to speak and I let go of Quackitys hand, got up and walked with him upstairs.

When we got to my room I closed the door and sat on my bed. Sapnap, messing with the rings on his fingers, sat down on the gaming chair and cleared his throat.

"So you and Quackity?" He said with jealousy in his tone.

"Nick don't start." I said, rolling my eyes.

"Woah! Now you're calling me Nick?" Sapnap said smiling.

"Oh, my, gosh. Shut up. Also no. Quackity came here for his birthday, and to try to beat your ass..."

He scoffed, "I don't think he can reach me.." I laughed at the joke and nodded my head. "I tried to tell him that but then he'd start cussing me out in Spanish!" He laughed at me and sat back in the chair with his hands above his head.

God he's hot

"I've missed you." He said, breaking the silence. I looked up at him and smiled softly. "I missed you too." I whispered. "Look I'm sorry and I'm guessing that you read my tweet just because you didn't attack me but I truly am telling the truth."

He kept talking but I space out. I felt something. Maybe it was my heart, maybe it was something else but whatever it was I felt it. That's when I remembered what Niki said:

"Also, you're only 19 your life doesn't have to be set up yet. Live your life girl."

And then I remembered what Quackity said:

"Go get your man n/n"

I stood up and walked over to the chair.

"My ex is a TOTAL psychopath and what are you doing..?" He kept rambling. I sat on his lap, straddling him, causing him to stop talking. I grabbed his face and smiled. "Do you ever shut up?" I asked and quickly kissed him on the lips. I pulled away, and all Sapnap could do was pull back in to kiss me.

I melted into the kiss, playing with his hair and he put his hand behind my head and slowly lifted me up and placed me on the bed, still kissing me.

I pulled away to breath and looked at him.

"Are you about to fuck me?"

"With your consent...yea"

"Well then yes"

I did not think my first time would be apology sex.

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I woke up the next day cuddling with Sapnap and I thought back to when he slept in the same bed as me.

He still smells like fire.

"'Morin'" he said with his raspy ass country voice. "Good Morning. I said smiling. I grabbed my phone and quickly tweeted "Merry Christmas" and closed it before I got swarmed with questions about Sapnap.

"How was your rest?" He asked and I smiled.

"It was good. What about yours?"

"Great. That hotel bed sucked."

"Oh. Merry Christmas"

He smiled at me and kissed me. "Merry Christmas love."

"WAKE THE FUCK UP BITCHES! I COULDN'T SLEEP LAST NIGHT BECAUSE BOTH OF THE FUCKING COUPLES DECIED TO FUCK! WAKE UPPPPPPPPP" I heard Quackity yell.

"Oh god. Someone is mad." Sapnap said and I laughed, getting up.

I put on some shorts and his hoodie and walked downstairs seeing Quackity in a duck onesie.

"Uhhhh hi?"

"WHAT? Karl sent it to me" He smiled and got up ordering something on his phone.

"First off, you look like BadBoyHalo, secondly, what are you ordering?"

"IHOP."

"IHOP is not open. It's Christmas dumbass." Clay said walking into the living room.

"Ordered!" Quackity said smiling.

George walked out of the room, rubbing his eyes "Whats for breakfast?" He said falling onto the couch. "Pancakes bitch." Quackity responded aggressively.

"Alex calm the fuck down!" Clay said, throwing the paper towel roll at him. "Ay shut up fucker. I couldn't get any sleep last night, not with the "ohhh dweam!" and "saPnAP!" I heard all night." He mocked. causing everyone in that room to blush. "Speaking of Sapnap. Where is he?" George asked, and just at that moment, he walked down the stairs. "Hey." he said shyly.

"You dont have to act all shy you know. First off I believe you and secondly I heard all that shit last night so its not like I really should hate you. " Clay said and Sapnap smiled, giving him a small hug. After that he walked over and sat next to me at the island.

After a while of talking, the door bell rang and we all rushed over to get the food.

"Clay. You owe me $89. Quackity said smiling"

"Why me?" He asked.

"Because you have so much money" He snapped back.

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Once everyone was done eating we all got the secret Santa gifts and sat on the couch forming a circle.

"alright i'll go first!" Dream said holding a orange bag. "I got Sapnap!" he said giving him the bag. Inside were a bunch of candles and two lighters. "I know you like candles and fire so boom! Both." Sapnap smiled and thanked him for the "totally cool gift" (idk how boys talk)

Next was George who ironically, got Dream. He opened the bag to find a brand new coffee machine. "I rember you saying that you wanted a new coffee machine after you broke it and I knew you werent going to get one so boom." Dream smiled at him and I fake threw up.

"Gross guys. Anyways heres your gift gogy." I said throwing the bag at him.

Lets just George AND Dream were hype about the skirt.

Finally, Sapnap had MY gift.

He handed me a bag that was (f/c favorite color) and when I opened it, I was pretty shocked.

"I remembered when you did the Love Or Host you said you wanted a black syrawberry dress to match with Niki so, I bought it a while ago.

^^^^ if you forgot what it looked like 😌

Quackity sat there in his duck onesie.

"Merry Christmas guys" he said smiling.

I looked around at everyone and smiled as well...

"Merry fucking Christmas."

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