Last night Alex and I ended up streaming together and after that we had a nice little pillow fight which ended up with us being scolded by the pissbaby and his boyfriend.

After playing 10 rounds of Rock Paper Scissors quackity ended up sleeping on the floor and I got my bed. No one will ever know why he didn't just walk his lazy ass downstairs and sleep on the couch but my guess is that he's in love with me.

I couldn't sleep for a while, my mind kept wandering to Sapnap. He hasn't streamed, said anything on Twitter and he turned his location off on snap. Manz has gone dark mode.

I decided it would just be best to text Niki.

Y/N 🛒🦫

Hey Niki, it's 3 am here which means it's 9 there but that's besides the point. I have a slight feeling that sapnap didn't cheat... I mean we never dated so really I shouldn't be upset but I really thought he liked me...maybe even love me. But I already know that you're gonna say follow your heart or something which I should bc yolo but I don't know I need your help.

NIKI🧉🦕

Girl you are down bad.

But yes, follow your heart because they way you were crying I could tell right then and there that you love this boy. Also you're only 19 your life doesn't have to be set up yet. Live your life girl.

Now please get some sleep. Also Merry Christmas Eve

I closed my phone and stared at the ceiling. I really thought long and hard on what I was about to do and I think I've got it.

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Something good to know is that Quackity is the heaviest sleeper ever and it's sad because we both didn't wake up until 1pm

"Hola" he said smiling. "Hey stupid bitch" I said back throwing a pillow at him. I thought about what Niki said for a while

"Live your life"

"Got something on your mind?" Quackity asked, he sat up and scooted over to the bed, laying his head the bed.

"I don't know Alex....I really like the dude and I just don't want anything to go wrong."

"oh. You really love him eh?" He said looking up at me.

"Yeah. I do."

We both stood up and he pulled me into a hug. We sat there for a while and then he whispered into my ear.

"Go get your man n/n"

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We raced eachother downstairs (I won of course) and saw Clay and George cuddling on the couch in matching pjs.

Fucking gay

Me and Alex both went and sat on the couch. "Well I made breakfast but you two wanted to sleep for 8 hours my gosh!" Clay said throwing his hands in the air acting like the drama queen he is. Patches jumped on the couch and sat in between quackity and I us both petting her, she just stared at George....I don't think they get along.

As we were talking all at once our phones went off. I checked it and saw something that I didn't expect.

I just wanted to come on here and explain everything. That picture was posted by my ex girlfriend who was very rude and hateful towards me and my idea of becoming a streamer. Now I'm speaking the truth which means don't go send hate to her. That is not the right thing to do. But on the other hand, Y/N and I never dated. We only faked it to get back at Dream for pushing us and the fans as a joke. I realize now that the joke isn't really funny if it gets you into a controversy. So the whole thing with me cheating on y/n is false information. I'd like to formally apologize to everyone and thank you all for holding me accountable, even if I didn't do it.

I'd also like to say I'm so very sorry to y/n over the past months they have become my best friend and I do love her and when they're ready then maybe there will be another stream but until then please stay out of this, it isn't your business.

Also Merry Christmas Eve ❤️💚

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I sat there in shock. I think we all did. We all looked at eachother in shock hurt wondering what to do next. "Well I think we should carry on with secret Santa shopping?" Asked Clay. We all nodded and got ready to go.

A while back we did a Secret Santa pull-name-from-hat-thing and oddly enough, I got George.

We all got into the car and drove to target.

I still don't know why target is open on Christmas Eve but it is.

We all split up and went our separate ways. Quackity just said he was gonna get a gift for Karl.

I kept looking around and ended up finding a few things for George.

- a big flannel jacket

- a black skirt

- Reese's 😎

I also got some Facemasks (for myself ofc) and a blue bag to fit it in and went to checkout.

After I was done paying I walked out and was met by the crew who apparently said I took the longest.

"Are we ready?" Dream asked and we walked to the car, stopping at Raising Canes to get some food and then going home.

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Once we FINALLY got home it was about 10:50pm which meant we didn't have all the time to until Christmas but it was enough time for Clay and George to snuggle up together and act all cute and shit.

Since it was my night to pick the movie I decided on watching this sad love story Christmas movie...

"We're watching elf?" Quackity said laughing.

"Yes. I think it's a good movie!" I said hitting him in the shoulder.

"Can you two shut up. You guys act like an old married couple!" Clay yelled throwing a pillow at us.

"WELL YOURE THE ONE THATS CUDDLING WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND AT LEAST YOU GUYS ARE IN A HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP!!" I yelled back fake crying.

"First off that's true. Secondly, don't beat yourself up y/n, the person for you will come when fate takes the wheel." George said smiling.

And at that second.

The door opened.

All four of us turned to look at the door.

"Holy shit." Quackity and Clay said at the same time.

There he was. Nick. Sapnap. Right there in the door way. Smiling slightly.

"Hey."

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