Gaga woke up to Taylor staring at her She turned around and smiled. He was one of the few people keeping her happy right now.

"What?" Gaga asked shyly.

"Just looking at the most beautiful woman I know." Taylor said with bright gleaming eyes.

Gaga blushed and closed her eyes soaking everything in. She loved him so much and he took such good care of her.

She covered up her face like a four year old and teased Taylor. "You can't see me. You can't see me!" They both laughed "You're such a child!" Taylor chuckled.

They laid there together for about an hour when Taylor announced he was going to the store for some eggs.

"Don't do anything stupid while I'm gone."

"I won't I promise." It wasn't much of a promise. All she wanted to do was to check on her fans to see how they are. She knew they all had good hearts. Taylor kissed her and walked out the door with his car keys.

As Gaga scrolled through Littlemonsters.com she saw many comments about her weight, like usual. A few were in support of her saying "Gaga is beautiful the way she is! Stop judging her for her weight and spread love!" She loved seeing those ones, but along with that always came the counter arguments saying "Honestly, she isn't healthy right now and it's up to us to tell her before the critics do." Little did that person know that they were being a critic as well. All of this hurt her more than anyone really knew.

She commented not the post stating "thank you for the sweet message. Body weight shouldn't matter, but society always says that I'm either fat or pregnant. I'm neither. Don't let the world tell you what to eat or how much to eat. No matter what you are beautiful in any form."

She closed her laptop. Not realizing that already 20 minutes had passed since Taylor left. She walked into the bathroom and closed the door. She looked at herself in the mirror. Tear began to stream down her now rosy red cheeks. Gaga always tried to be strong for monsters. Little did they know that this happened a lot. All she saw in the mirror was a pathetic crying slob.

Taylor walked through the front door to find that Gaga wasn't there. He walked toward the bathroom with roses in his hands and knocked.

Gaga opened the door slowly looking down trying not to show how much she was crying.

"Baby, what's wrong? What happened?" he said worried.

Gaga looked up sobbing "I'm fat" her tears were now falling to the carpet.

"Who made you think that? You're beautiful!"

"Taylor stop, please. Even fans are saying it. If they are then it must be true." she kept looking down to avoid eye contact.

"If they're saying that, then they aren't real fans. I love you so much, Stef. Don't let it get to you." he tried convincing her, then picked her up and brought her to the couch where he kept his arms wrapped tightly around her..

"It's just that I don't feel pretty. How can you even love me anymore?"

For the first time since they met, Gaga saw tears welling up in Taylor's eyes.

"I love you because you're sweet, kind hearted, and no matter what anybody else says, you ARE beautiful. I'll always be here for you."

Together they cried. They stayed in the couch for a while, together.