"No...no...no!" Gaga woke up crying. Bad dreams flood into her mind every night and there's no escaping it lately. Everyone has been obsessing over her wait. Even some "fans" are saying "Gaga I love you but I wish you were back to how skinny you were in 2009. You were beautiful then. I'm not hating I'm just giving some advice" no. that's not advice. It's criticism. why is it such a big deal?

Gaga turned to see Taylor sleeping next to her. He looked peaceful. She appreciated his efforts in keeping he away from negative media. She lived him more than anyone even knows. Some days were better than others. Being in tour is rough on anyone. Lately Gaga had been having a bit of a sore throat, but it wasn't bad enough to cancel a show and disappoint her fans like almost a year ago in Seattle.

That day upset her. She tried to make it but the bronchitis took over and she had to cancel two shows. Luckily, she made it up to them and put on a show of a lifetime.

Gaga kept thinking about society. All they ever did was break someone down until they give up. Even if she did lose weight they'd think she was in drugs or something. As a single tear began to fall down her cheek Gaga laid back down and fell asleep to yet another nightmare.