Hey there!

Well, as always I didn't write for a few months.

That's because I'm healed...

It feels strange and unbelievable saying it, but I'm fine.

I'll explain:

So, I kind of hurt myself again in February.

It was a tough weekend and everything was just too much.

So, I hurt myself.

And I did not regret it.

I felt a little bad, because I made it through so much time and then I just the it away.

BUT!

since this last time the voice in my head is just gone.

There is just me in my head and my "sober" self.

It really is a brand new me or more precisely my old me being back again.

I. Feel. Great.

I don't know how else to say it.

I know that it could come back anytime and I am aware of what I may have to face, but I just don't think it'll be that bad ever again.

I also wanted to say that writing this all down and seeing that so many people actually read it also helped a lot.

I also know that there are so many people out there who don't have the luck to just feel better all the sudden and who fight everyday against their voices.

I want you to know that you are not alone, whatever you think or wherever you are.

I am here and there are millions of people having the same problems and wanting the same things.

Well, I know no one will do it XD, but who ever wants to text me or ask something, just do it.

I really appreciate every single one of you and I know you will find your own luck someday.

Just keep fighting!