Do you know how hard it is to stop doing something, that destroys you step by step?

And you have a friend trying to stop it too, but is failing after a few months?

Well, I can tell you that it's really hard.

You know, I am kinda proud of myself.

I've been trying for Months to stop hurting myself and to not even think about it and I've failed a few times.

But now...

Now I'm free...

Sometimes, when I'm sad or sick of everything, I think about doing it again.

The last few months I thought about doing it, but something inside of me fought against it.

I told you about sadness and joy and the others, right?

It's like they're all fighting against sadness inside of me. So sadness is alone against all the others.

First, I felt no difference.

But step by step it changed.

I listened to the others and not sadness anymore.

They won.

So today, I was sad too, because of that friend, who hurted herself again.

I thought about doing it too, but as the thought came through my mind, I was so disgusted by it and feeling so uncomfortable that I threw it away immediately.

You know, I think you need a motivation to have those feelings fight for you.

In my case, I think about all those friends I have and how sad they are, seeing me like this.

Of course you'll have some hard times and you will think you couldn't stand it, but there's always something in life that is worth to fight for.

I personally think, that many people like the friend I spoke of haven't realized what they got in life.

They don't see those people, who fight for them and listen to them and try to comfort them.

But please...

Life is great if you see it.

There's always hope.

There's always a second chance.

And there are always people who will stand by you and help you.

So do me a favor...