I just don't know why, but she ignoered me that day. Whenever I made a mistake, she just ignores me and doesn't tell me. So it was one of these days and A

When I was a few meters away from the portal, I heard it open and close again. I thought it was A

I just went on and didn't talked to her. I wondered that she just came to me and walked next to me without an invitation or a reason.

Suddenly she begann to talk (don't quite know what about) and I just answered. When we were in our way back to school, she said

"I don't trust anyone anymore"

I was kinda shook, because I thought she was my best friend.

I didn't know what I did wrong and I reproached myself for not beging there for her...

And I was angry and hurted...

I just said something, but I don't really remember what it was.

After that I went out oft her way, because I was so hurt ( don't forget that A

One day we had a sports festival and I played a little ball-game with my friends. Suddenly she came towards US and said

"Can I play with you?"

I didn't say anything, because I was angry that she just ruined the happy moment. Of course my friends couln't say

"No just go away and leave us alone"

So she played with us and I just didn't threw back to her.

After a few minutes she came towards me and said

"You can hate me but don't ignore me, it hurts me"

I was just so angry again, because she didn't cared what I felt. She just cared about her own feelings.

"You won't belive me, but there are things that hurt me too"

I said, but still didn't look at her

"Yea I know that it hurts you"

I can't remember exactly what happened next, but we didn't say much more and she legt

That was the Moment when I knew she cared about her feelings much more than mine...

So I went out of her way again and I was so hurt, that I cried almost every day...