Well I'm not quite sure what comes next in my life, so I will just write the next thing I rember...

I just know that we hat MINT-Day on our school. That's a day where you can learn something about science. So I went with a group of other students to the zoo, with a bus. When we sat in the bus, a girl I'll call Ana ( it's not the real name ) sat in front of me and I talked to her, 'cause I knew her a bit. She had a friend C. , who sat next to her and talked to me too. I liked her very much and she wanted to go to the zoo too and didn't really had someone to go with so A

Well, she got our best friend, I told her everything and I trusted her. I really never told her a lie... One day I told her a secret, that was one of the bigest of my life. I trusted her and I told her because I knew that I could trust her. She comforted me, told me that everything wil be okay and she wouldn't tell anyone. The next day I went to school and met my friends. One of these friends was C's sister. She ran towards me and huged me. I was confused and huged her bag, but I didn't knew what was going on until he said something like that ( don't be angry if it's not exactly true )

"I hate your Father for doing that"

In that moment I was just like breaking down. She told her and another girl what I told her. I'm sitting here in front of my computer crying and pulling my hair, because I feel so deceived as I never felt before. I trusted her and she just ran over to her sister and told her. In this moment I just want to die or hurt myself, because it's such a liberating feeling. The only thing which is stopping me from doing that, is the fact that A

She broke my confidence and I'm so angry at myself that I told her.

Well somehow after that I trusted her again, but one day C. said something I didn't belived she would ever say...