''people put up walls, not to keep others out, but to see who cares enough to break them down''- Socrates

Tears Fell from my eyes as I sobbed uncontrollably. I couldn't believe that

I had allowed this to happen to me, This wasn't, suppose to be us, We suppose to be more than the average couple, we had a pending friendship more than others we knew each other weakness we had great communication where did it all go wrong.

Beyonce began Blaming herself and wallowing in Self-pity, Things just couldn't be the same. she could wake up from this nightmare that wasn't so beautiful as it once was.

Walking into the house, that didn't seem like home anymore.

The house was as hollow as her heart. thankfully he wasn't home she said to herself as she began packing she thought to herself why should she leave her home? she instead took a box and put all this paperwork in it along with whatever was left in his closet and put in the living room.

Beyonce decided to take a short trip to an old friends house, Latoya Luckett.

Hey B, she said giving her a hug,

Hey Toya, she said We need to talk.

About? Toya said kinda confused about why she came all the way across town.

Well, you're a lawyer and I may need you to represent me in court. Beyonce Said

What, Hold up, Court ? who's going to court and why.

I'm Getting a divorce. Beyonce said

Why! she said sitting down, As she sat on her sofa.

Girl I don't even know, It's something Shawn wants, so whatever he wants he gets.

Damn Bey, I'd love to but I'll be out of town.

So how's slim? Bey asked

Oh, Girl we not together no more, we been broke up. Toya answered

Wow Really, Beyonce always thought they'd be together for a long time since they knew each other since high school.

But here's my card and call me and I'll direct you to someone. Toya Said.

Okay Thank's T. Bey said walking out of the house toward her car.

Awhile Riding back toward her house, The radio station was already putting their two cents into it. on why should I leave or Stay

As I walked into the house and went upstairs to the bathroom, I stared at myself in the mirror for awhile asking myself Is this Really what I want? Is this even necessary? Doesn't Shawn Carter always get's what he wants? But what does Beyonce want? This were deep questions that I should've asked myself before but it was too late, But everything to seem like It happened so quickly, each day I was losing myself more and more, incapable of doing simple tasks. I barely paid attention I shut out my friends for him, I compromised everything, I've let him disrespect me,My family, or what little family would come around. I let him control me. I Had Gave That mother fucker everything inside me, I was starting to become pissed off all over again. Breathing in and out trying to keep my composure, Asking myself

What did I do wrong? Didn't I do Everything right?

I was a strong believer in What you won't do, someone else gladly will. but I never knew the fuck did do wrong? Blaming myself for no reason?

More Into tune on why I was feeling that way. I Heard the Key turned and my name being yelled.

Beyonce ! he yelled What The hell is this? you, can't kick me out of my house?

Yes I can, I took your name off the deed this afternoon you Mr. carter no longer owns this house. Beyonce said crossing her arms.

Okay, Okay I see your little games, with this shit, this is still my house I paid for. stepping closer toward her.

No ! You can't tell me what I've done so wrong that you think its so easy to just leave. Beyonce said with tears in her eyes.

Shawn Began pacing the floor, Honestly Bey, I don't love you anymore.

Bey was distraught and looked around and asked When the fuck did this happen?

Around the time blue was born,

huh, so you just give me divorce papers on my birthday ! and tell me you don't love me anymore because ?? Bey stood with her hands on her hips.

Things aren't the same Bey, Damn. I don't think its ever going to be like it was. Shawn said.

Did I do something wrong? Bey said getting emotional all over again.

I Gave you 10 years and a Child and you think you can just leave?! Just because you have money don't mean shit. Beyonce said.

Yeah Okay, Shawn said getting his boxes and putting them in the car.

Backing out of the driveway Beyonce yelled Fuck you !

Mommy are you okay? Blue asked

Yeah, Mommy's fine.

Is Daddy coming back? Blue asked

I have no Idea, Beyonce said closing the door.

Lets have girls day she said changing the subject.

Okay Blue said getting excited.