"You never told me about your parents," Louis said quietly, snuggling against Harry's chest further, nuzzling right in that space between his arm and chest. He loved this place. And it only belonged to him.

Harry hummed quietly, pulling Louis closer to him. They were laying on the hospital bed and as much as Harry hated the scent in there, he was okay. Harry moved his nose to brush against Louis' hair and smiled gently.

"I know," he whispered and stroked over Louis' belly for a few seconds before he spoke again, "I don't like talking about them. But you have a right to know. My past isn't easy.."

"I won't judge you. I'd be the last to do so.." Louis smiled and looked up, meeting green piercing eyes that looked calm.

"I know, baby." Harry hummed and exhaled slowly, "I told you about Gemma.. She's my sister. My parents are dead and it's my fault," Harry swallowed tightly. Louis just hugged him closer, waiting for him to go on and didn't interrupt him again.

"I didn't see the car coming," Harry closed his eyes painfully, face contorting at the memory.

"We've been at the wrong place in the wrong time. The driver was drunk and crashed into the side of our car. Mom and Dad were dead in an instant.. I should've done something though. Turned the car or anything, anything."

"I still blame myself for it. That's why I had anger management therapy.. My guilt turned into anger and hate," Harry gulped as Louis clutched to his side, an oh so sweet little bundle.

"I pushed Gem away because I was too angry of myself. I had contact with her a year ago but I still was so lonely.." He whispered and bit down on his lower trembling lip.

"Just like you, lonely, with your thoughts and memories eating you up. That's when you came into my life.. You distracted me, showed me love and joy in life again. Niall was there too, but he was just my cook, I didn't need to take care of him. He's an adult, you know," Harry chuckled and ruffled Louis' hair.

"You're my little boy," Harry pressed his lips to Louis' forehead whispering a breathless "thank you."

"I'm sorry, but it really wasn't your fault Harry. Things like that can happen at any time," Louis whispered and frowned, "I'm just sorry it happened to you and your family. You don't deserve that.." Louis smiled and cupped Harry's face in his hands, peppering kisses to his face with a soft hum.

"I love you," Harry whispered and leaned in to kiss Louis. Some things just didn't need to be told. Harry finished with it and he didn't think that Louis needed to know. They had each other, enough drama that has happened to them. Maybe he would tell one day when Louis was older.

"I love you more," Louis whispered and nipped gently on Harry's lower lip before he just cuddled against him again, yawning.

"Let's just start right here, with me being who I am now.. Because I am who I want to be."

~

"It was nice of Liam, Zayn and Jess to come visit me at the hospital.. They're true friends, you know," Louis whispered, eyes big and blue as they looked up at Harry. The boy was clothed in his pyjamas, fluffy socks warming his feet as Harry hummed and nodded.

"Yes, I'm happy you have them. It's so important to have true friends.. And I'm really glad that that Vic girl isn't showing up here anymore," Harry flicked an eyebrow up, placing his hand on his hip.

"Oh?" Louis tilted his head to the side and smiled, biting down in his lip. "Have you been jealous?" He whispered and smirked.

"Yes, Louis. I don't like anyone touching what is mine," Harry growled quietly causing Louis to swallow hard. Fuck. "I-I couldn't remember what we did before, Harry." Louis whispered sadly and frowned, "I didn't know what gender I liked and I-it's really difficult because girls are pretty but they don't make me-"

"Shh, shh I know baby. You don't have to worry about that anymore, okay? Now. Why don't we take Simba and put him to bed?" Harry cooed and stroked gently over Louis' back while the little cat purred against the brown haired boy's neck. "Okay," Louis whispered and walked upstairs into his room, placing the little bundle of fur down on his fluffy bed sheet before he giggled shyly. "There you go, fluffy." He leaned down to lightly kiss Simba's ear and turned to look at Harry.

"Are you tired?" Harry whispered and kissed Louis' cheek gently, wrapping his arms around the boy's waist. "No I'm fine. I- um.. Can I ask you something?"

Harry nodded and picked Louis up, walking into his own room to settle down with the boy, pulling him on his lap, "what's wrong baby?"

Harry stroked over Louis' cheek, smiling softly. He was so worried about him, watching Louis lay in the hospital bed. Harry was scared that he wouldn't be able to see Louis wake up again..

"Y-you know, when we're in bed. I am submissive, I googled that. You're dominant a-and I like that.. Lots actually," Louis cheeks blushed madly before he cleared his throat, "I sneaked in your office and typed that in your laptop a-and I found videos."

"Videos?" Harry hummed quietly, his chest vibrating lowly.

"Yes.. S-some kind of Bdsm session?"

Harry's dick twitched at that before he nodded slowly and licked along his lower lip, looking at Louis.

"Did you watch it?"

Louis nodded hesitantly, making Harry smile, "well, do you like it? Or what are you trying to tell me?" Harry mumbled and rubbed his thumbs slowly into the younger boy's hipbones, watching Louis squirm lightly.

"I did. I mean, it was a little weird to watch because he got spanked with a paddle and I'm not sure if I like it becauseitmayhurt?" Louis rambled out and slumped in Harry's lap.

"I just don't know anything about it.. It just looked good." Louis sighed in defeat.

"I do have experience in that .. scene, Louis. I could show you.. It's all about the trust. Trust is the most important thing, and you do trust me, don't you?" Louis nodded shyly.

"Good boy," Harry whispered, smirking as Louis bit harshly down in his lower lip. "My baby boy has a praise kink huh? Interesting.." Harry hummed quietly and smoothed his hands out over the younger boy's back. "How do you feel though? I know it's been four days since the hospital but I don't want you to pass out again," Harry mumbled worryingly and pecked Louis' lips.

"Please do.. I want to play," Louis whispered, eyes big and blue. "Your game.. I want to play your game."

Harry stared at the younger boy in his lap for quite some time before he nodded slowly and swallowed hard, "okay. If anything of the things I'm going to do to you is too much or if you don't approve of them, you have to tell me. You might say stop without meaning it.." Harry licked across his lower lip. Louis' eyes followed slowly.

"We use the traffic light system. Green is go. Yellow is slow down and red means stop." Harry exhaled shakily. "And I will stop. I won't ever hurt you, I promise you that," Harry whispered and smiled, holding his pinky finger out. Louis linked it in a second.

"If we play, I want your full obedience. I am a man of control, Louis," Harry smiled and tucked a strand of hair behind his ear. "We will start this easy, you don't have to be scared of me using some huge ass toy on you," the curly lad laughed and shook his head. "You like obeying me, don't you?" Harry tipped Louis' chin up.

The boy nodded eagerly, already looking so gone.

"When we play, I want you to be aware of the fact that you are allowed to slip into your little headspace, is that understood? You are allowed to kiss and touch me all the time, because I want you to feel safe. It's me who's with you.." Harry smiled and stroked over Louis' hair once more.

"Yes I like that. Touching daddy, kissing daddy whenever I like!", Louis whispered and gently pecked Harry's lips just for demonstration. Because he could. And he loved to do it.

"I want you to ask for my permission if you want to cum. Are you fine with that?"

"Yes, I am daddy but what if I just can't hold it anymore! I don't wanna be bad!" Louis pouted and looked up at Harry, whimpering quietly. "Then you'll get punished and you're my good boy again, okay?" Harry cooed and smiled.

"Your punishment will consist out of spanking, for the beginning." Harry mumbled and kissed the younger boy's cheek, "just because I love watching your arse jiggle. Maybe you'll even like it too much for it to be a punishment, either." He laughed and tipped Louis' chin up to him again.

"Is that alright with you?" Louis blushed madly and nodded.

"Good.. I want you to strip for me, now. Come and stand between my legs and take your clothes off show me how pretty my baby boy is. Slow. Look at me,"

Louis squeaked and quickly moved to get up, standing in Harry's spread legs as his body basically buzzed with the new tingling sensation he felt. "Thank you, daddy," he whispered quietly and leaned down to kiss the older man before he smiled shyly and moved to take his shirt off, blushing at Harry's quiet content hum.

"There's my pretty boy.." Harry whispered, keeping his hands to his sides while the little boy undressed himself, sliding his pants and boxers down to reveal his erection.

"To whom do you belong, Louis?" Harry asked calmly, staring right into bright blue eyes, watching Louis shiver. Harry's green eyes were boring into Louis' ones.

"To you, daddy can you please-"

"Don't, Louis. Be quiet baby.. Feel. Listen." Harry smiled, watching a bead of pre cum drip from the boy's cock, pooling on the floor. "You are beautiful, do you hear that? My beautiful boy, so pretty," Harry whispered and leaned closer, not touching yet.

"Say it for me, what are you?"

"Daddy's pretty little boy.." Louis whispered, eyes fluttering lightly but he kept them open to look down at Harry.

"Good boy," Harry groaned, feeling Louis' cock twitch against his chest, smearing pre cum over his black shirt. "You're so excited for me, aren't you? So nice to see," Harry mumbled and moved his hands to Louis' hips, pulling him closer as his lips pressed to Louis' tummy. The younger boy moaned helplessly.

"Y-yes, daddy," Louis' back arched prettily and he gasped softly before Harry held him still. "Don't move," Harry rumbled out and looked up at Louis who just nodded and swallowed hard.

Harry went back to pressing gentle kisses over Louis' skin, not talking for a while, just letting Louis feel.

"Do you really wanna play, baby boy?"

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If you like check out my story Insanity, I just published another chapter on it. I'm really excited to write this and have a lot of good things planned. It would mean a lot, thanks.

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