Your POV:

I laid in bed as I snuggled into my pillows, smiling as i read my favorite book. Once again i was reading Cotton socks as i lay comfy in my bed. I giggled softly at how cute it is as i think about Jiminie, remembering how he was whenever i saw him.

I smiled, smiling wider when i hear Jungkook come home from work.

I get up as i run downstairs, smiling before jumping up and wrapping my arms and legs around him. I smiled, looking in his eyes as my smile quickly went away.

He was crying.

"jungkookie...what happened.." i whispered softly as he cried, holding me closer as he buried his face in his neck.

"im sorry y/n...i-im so sorry" Jungkook cried as he held me as close as he could. I held his shoulders as he hugged me, setting me on my own two feet. I pulled away as i looked in his eyes, running my fingers through his hair as he tried to stop crying.

"jungkookie...Tell me what happened" I whispered as i tried to calm him.

"J-Jinie....Jinies dead" Jungkook say as he starts crying harder.

Tears immediately welled in my eyes as i wrapped my arms around Jungkook, holding him tightly as i began to cry. Thoughts ran through my head as i tried to piece it together.

I could only imagine what Yoongi had done to him.

"I-i went t-to go see him b-but i couldnt find him" Jungkook continued as he cried.

"i-i found him i-in the c-closet...h-he" Jungkook manage to choke out before his voice gives out. "h-he h-hung h-himself" Jungkook cry as my heart dropped, tears streaming down my face.

I held myself close to Jungkook as we cried, the two of us latching onto each other as we both tried to catch out breath.

This couldnt be happening..

First Tae, then Namjoonie....and now Jin..

I held onto Jungkook as we both fell to our knees, holding each other as close as possible as we mourned for Jin.

I coudlnt help but imagine the pain he felt, loosing Tae then Joon, and not seeing me in months. I may have lost them too but i couldn't compare my pain to his.