Jin POV:

I smiled as i went home as fast as i could, excited to see Namjoonie. I had to go away for an important business trip and honestly i was homesick.

My smile quickly disappeared as i walked up to my house, seeing 4 cop cars outside my home, the building on lock down as i immediately grew worried.

"excuse me? whats happening here?" I asked as i tried to walk inside.

"im sorry young man no one is allowed inside the premise." the officer said as he raised his hand to my chest. I looked bast him into the house as i saw furniture knocked over and some glass broken.

"this is my home, i want to know what happened" i spoke sternly as i tried to get past him.

"youre allowed in...im truly sorry." the man spoke as my heart dropped. I ran inside, pushing through cops as i looked around the house. Tears welled in my eyes as i ran upstairs, watching as cops walked around, inspecting everything.

I walked into the bedroom, finding nothing touched before going to the guest room, my heart sinking as i started to sob. I ran over as i fell to my knees, trembling as i saw Namjoon laying on the ground, blood everywhere as i clutched his shirt in my hands.

My heart shattered as my husband laid dead on the ground in my arms. I sobbed as i held him close, clutching his shirt as i rocked slightly, pain taking over me. 

I was pulled away by cops as a group of doctors took him away, dragging him out to an ambulance as i sobbed, falling to my knees.

The cops were there for 2 days before leaving, closing up the investigation as they left me alone in my home.

I sobbed as i sat on my bed, looking around the bedroom at the decorations, remembering when Joonie had picked out most of the items in the room.

I was in pain. I loved Namjoon so much and i lost him. I was loosing the people i loved most and i didnt know how to handle it. I got up and walked to the closet, sobbing as i pushed Joons clothes out of the way.

I had lost Taehyung, he died a 2 months ago, Namjoon was dead and both Yoongi and y/n had gone missing. I was loosing my family one by one and it was painful.

I sobbed as i grabbed a long scarf, tying it around the large pole across the top before tying a noose around the bottom, tears streaming down my face.

I put my head though the noose as i gripped the scarf slightly, crying as i stood on the step stood. I took a deep breath, sobbing as i kicked the stool away. 

I closed my eyes as i felt the scarf wrap tightly around my neck, causing me to gasp slightly as i clawed at my neck..

My vision blurred as a chill ran through my body. I closed my eyes as my arms dropped, my body falling unconscious as i close my eyes.