*This one shot will be written in 3rd perspective, Renjun POV and Yangyang POV*

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3rd POV

Renjun was in a relationship with someone who didn't even love him.

They don't talk to him, they don't pay attention to him and he hates it.

He hates it, he feels worthless.

But yet when Renjun breaks up with him, he regrets it and wants to take the whole conversation back.

Renjun POV

What the fuck did I do that for? Am I an idiot?

God I hate myself for this.

Well I have to go to school tomorrow and I don't feel like it. I'm so tired because my dumb ass stayed up to late.

But I get to see some of my best friends so that makes the whole day better I guess.

I wake up and I go to the bathroom to fix my face and then go to go to my closet to get a new outfit, consisting of light blue jeans and a tan sweater with black boots. I put on my glasses, grab my bookbag and walk out the door.

I get in the car and turn on the radio.

One of my best friends is Yangyang and I would do anything to help him.

However, he was in a rough relationship with whom I will not say.

But there's a catch, I will also not say that. Because I truly can't believe it myself.

I walk into school and see Yangyang.

"Hey Junnie." Yangyang says.

I guess my facial expression isn't that happy because he comes up to my and cups my face in his hands. Making me tear up,because honestly all I want is a god damn hug.

Yangyang is able to see the sudden emotion on my face.

He pulls me into a tight hug and I snuggle my head onto his shoulder causing tear stains to show on his shirt.

The look of me crying in his arms is gaining some attention and stares from the people walking by.

"What are you staring at? Huh-?? Keep on walking. I'm helping my friend." Yangyang shouts at the people staring. Him shouting causes more people to stare in our direction.

A very rude boy comes up to Yangyang and scoffs, "O-oh is that your little boyfriend? That's cute."

"He's not my boyfriend, you ass. He is my friend you fucking idiot. Now stay away from him AND me."

I know that he is yelling at someone but I am surprised he had not let me go yet. To be honest, I don't mind.

"Let's go Junnie." Yangyang says letting me loose from the hug and walking me to my first period class.

"T-thank you for helping me. I'm sorry you had to go through all that." I say looking down.

"Listen, I'll be here for you no matter what. My job is to be here and listen to whatever you need." Yangyang says a soft smile coming across his face.

"Thank you so much, I don't know what I would do without you Yangie." He smiles and looks a bit confused.

"What's the confused look for?" I say worried that I messed something up.

"I-it's just that you've never called me that before." Yangyang says, suddenly flustered.

"O-oh I haven't" I say, remembering that I only call him that in my head.

Shit why did I say that? I can't keep my mouth shut, can I?

"Nope, it's okay. I don't mind it!" Yangyang laughs.

"O-oh okay, well I don't want you being late for your next class. You should get going!" I say, waving bye!

"Bye Junnie!" Yangyang says as he waves back and walks away.

Oh my god, he thinks I'm a crazy person now, great. Look at me fucking up ONCE AGAIN. UGH what is wrong with me.

At lunch

Yangyang POV

To be honest that encounter with Junnie was a bit weird, he seemed a bit off. Maybe it's just because of that asshole boyfriend he had. I'm glad he finally built up the nerve to break up with them. I've noticed everytime I see Junnie, that he looks over his shoulder like someone is going to creep up on him. I swear if that asshole hurt him, abused him or ever did anything to him I'm gonna-

"Hey, Yangie!" Renjun says as he interrupts my thoughts.

"Oh hey Junnie, how was class?" I say as I ruffle his hair.

Why the fuck am I so touchy today?!?

"U-uh g-good, and you?" Renjun stutters as his face turns red.

Shit am I making him uncomfortable? Ugh

I took my hand off and Renjun looked lowkey disappointed.

"Class was fine, let's get some food!" I say pointing to the cafeteria.

"Okay!" Renjun says following me.

When we sit back at our table Renjun gives me some of his food and barely has anything left on his plate, which frustrates me. He's so skinny, why doesn't he eat more?? Ughhhhhh

"Junnie, what are you doing." I ask worriedly.

"Nothing, just making sure you eat well. That's all!"

Junnie says, quickly and hands me over another piece of food.

"That's enough Junnie, you need to eat, understand me?" I say, trying not to scold him like a 5 year old kid.

"Yes, sir." Junnie looks down and plays with his food a bit.

"Oh seriously Junnie?" I take the fork from his hand and pick up a piece of food and put it up to his mouth waiting for him to open.

He opens his mouth to say something and I use that to my advantage. I quickly shove the food inside his mouth and smile because of my accomplishment.

"Good boy." I say as I ruffle Junnies hair. Wow he's some soft ass hair. What shampoo does he use? Eww I sound like a creep.

3rd person

This continues on for days. Which is inconvenient for Renjun who liked Yangyang even when he was dating his past boyfriend. He was aware that shouldn't happen in a relationship, but he treated Renjun like shit, so why couldn't he do the same?

Yangyang was being touchy with Renjun, he would do things like ruffle his hair, little hugs and walk him to a class even if it was all the way across the school. Yangyang didn't mind though. Still, Yangyang wasn't gay and didn't have any attraction towards men in anyway, which Renjun was aware of. It hurt him a bit, but he couldn't just turn a straight person gay, could he?

Renjun POV

I can't take it anymore. I can't keep it inside that I like him.

I write him a note and shove it into his jacket pocket and walk away quickly before he can open it and read it.

I wrote the note saying the following:

Meet me in the Basketball courts after school

I think you know who this is from and I just want to say in advance, I'm sorry, I understand and forget I ever said it.

~Renjun

I missed lunch because I had to finish my stuipid math test.

The bell rings signaling the school day has ended.

Shoot, it's time. I can't do this.

I begin slowly walking to the basketball courts, seeing that he is already there makes me wonder how he got here so fast.

"Hey Junnie!" Yangyang says, quickly walking over to me and ruffling my hair.

"Yangie, why do you keep teasing me?" I say looking down.

"What do you mean Junnie?" Yangyang says looking at me innocently.

"Oh come on, you seriously don't know?" I say looking at him starting to suddenly feel emotional.

"Explain please!" Yangyang says looking at me nervously.

I take a deep breath.

"Yangyang, you've talked all week about how you want to be with someone and how you haven't been in a relationship since I don't know, 5 or 6 months ago. When will you wake up?" I say, starting to become overly emotional.

".... wake up from what?" He says hesitating before speaking.

"Wake up and realize that the person you're searching for is right in front of you. Open your fucking eyes, I'm right here. Why can't you understand that I've liked you for years? I've been in front of you for so long and you've never seen it, have you?" I say, tears starting to stream down my face.

Yangyang stands there speechless.

I can't even look at him, I just look down at my feet.

"I-I'll see you around, goodbye Yangyang~" I sniff and begin to walk away.

I get pretty far before I hear a sound behind me. However, I don't turn around to look because I look horrible with tears all over my face.

Yangyang is behind me and raps his hands around my waist and rests his head on my shoulder.

"What do you want, Yangyang?" I say through my tears.

"You." Yangyang says, tightening the hug on my waist.

"What?" I say jolting my head back to look at him.

"I like you Junnie, and I see what's in front of me, and I love it." Yangyang says kissing me on the cheek.

I turn around and hug him tight, burying my face in his chest.

"You're so cute Junnie." Yangyang says caressing the back of my head.

I chuckle and the compliment.

"So are you Yangie." I giggle nuzzling my head against his chest.

"Will you be my boyfriend, Junnie?" Yangyang says, lifting my head to see him.

"Y-yes! Yes! Yes I will be your boyfriend!" I say smiling big from ear to ear.

"M-may I kiss you?" Yangyang stutters due to excitement.

"Yes." I say, as I move my hand nervously to the back of his head and pull it down gently.

I interlock our lips and kiss him.

We kiss for a bit, which makes my heart flutter.

I pull back, and hug Yangyang.

"Thank you Yangie." I say hugging him tight.

"No problem my Junnie." He says kissing the top of my head.