"i tend to hear things i definitely shouldn't." jeongin scratched the back of his neck nervously as he realized this was information he probably shouldn't disclose to anyone, especially jisung.

"what did you hear?" jisung moved his seat closer to jeongin as he waited for an answer.

jeongin thought long and hard about how he should answer it. he realized he had already said too much, but he couldn't withhold the information from jisung now.

"well.." jeongin started, "chan came over to our dorm to speak to minho...

they said their whole plan was to get you and minho talking at the party."

"oh, that's all? they're probably doing that because i refuse to meet minho in person." jisung explained, but jeongin shook his head no.

"minho then went on to say, 'hopefully this will help me figure out my feelings.'"

"what would help him? what feelings?" jisung questioned anxiously.

"being with you in person... so i'm assuming his feelings towards you."

"b-but i thought he was straight?"

"seungmin has doubts... lots of doubts." jeongin laughed a bit.

"changbin also said he thinks minho's gay..."

"then maybe he is, maybe you really do have a chance with him." jeongin smiled hopefully.

"i cant get my hopes up though, he could just be confused or wanting to experiment. i'm not up for a broken heart, i have too much going on with— i uh... i mean i just have a lot going on." jisung tried to avoid jeongin's gaze, hoping he wouldn't question his slip up.

"yeah, i understand." jeongin nodded, "maybe we should just focus on the music for now and worry about stuff between you and minho once we actually have to."

"you're really nice jeongin, you know that?"

"really? hyunjin and seungmin say i can be a bit mean."

"no, you're sweet. maybe you just joke around with them too much."

"maybe." jeongin shrugged as he watched jisung work on writing the lyrics in an effortless manor.

time seemed to fly by as jisungs thoughts just poured out onto the paper.

every once and awhile he'd play the track and hum a tune to figure out how he wanted everything to sound.

it wasn't long before he had it all done for jeongin. he gave the boy the lyrics he had written and let him see if he liked the concept of the song."

~

a.n. below is the lyrics to slump, you don't have to read if you don't want to. it's just the song they "wrote" in this story.

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Where you going? It's hard to keep up

You're moving so fast leaving me behind

Give me an hour, that's all I need

It's now or never, I'm running out of time

The seconds are relentless

I'm helpless as they keep flying by

Stuck here in the desert

I feel like I'm in an hourglass

Maybe I can stay and be comfortable living in the past

But I don't wanna be alone so can you take me to you now?

Too fast, I try to follow, but I'm losing hope

We used to walk together down this winding road

But you're so far ahead it seems impossible to catch up

And now I'm walking on my way, all alone

Feeling so cold

Not getting anywhere, I feel like I'm in slow mode

Used to be a winner, everything was all black and white

Now I'm bottom of the pile, a dusty photo

I'm afraid I'm gonna be left stranded by myself

All the foolish dreams I had inside of me are broken

Everything I wanted in the distance out of reach

Am I the only one that's gon' stay forgetting, ayy

So many thoughts are inside of my head

I'm always drying these tears on my face

How could I ever get used to the fact

That the songs and the lyrics they all sound the same

"Come on I know you can do it", I have to repeat it

Again and again, yeah

I wanna look in the mirror

Telling myself that I did a good job, ayy

Everyone gonna be watching, I gotta show 'em all of me

But I've been insecure lately, 'cause I don't know

What they want from me, ayy

Feeling so nervous, I wanna go forward

But everyone else overtaking me

Blocking my vision, my body is shaking

I don't know if I can keep up

Yeah, yeah

Too fast, I try to follow but I'm losing hope

We used to walk together down this winding road

But you're so far ahead it seems impossible to catch up

And now I'm walking on my way, all alone

Feeling so cold

Not getting anywhere, I feel like I'm in slow mode

Used to be a winner, everything was all black and white

Now I'm bottom of the pile, a dusty photo

I'm afraid I'm gonna be left stranded by myself

All the foolish dreams I had inside of me are broken

Everything I wanted in the distance out of reach

Am I the only one that's gon' stay here forgetting, ayy

"wow you wrote this so fast and it's so good..." jeongin said in awe of jisungs talent.

"thanks, im glad you like it." jisung smiled, "ill record a demo track for you so you can get an idea for the sound of the song and then monday we can start recording your parts. sound good?"

"sounds great! thanks jisung and good luck with minho!" jeongin said cheerfully as he left jisung alone in the room.

what the fuck type of feelings is mimho trying to figure out towards me? this question was rattling around jisungs brain as he sat there recording the demo for jeongin.

he could hardly focus on his work, but he knew if he didn't work on the song all

he'd focus on would be minho.

the uncertainty was killing him, the anxiety levels rising within him, causing him an immense amount of distress.

jisung just needed the party to happen already so he could get a feel for what minho could have meant...

a.n.

so that's what minho said that jeongin heard...

ain't that the freaking teaaaaa

ALSOOOO UNIT SONGS ON SKZ ALBUM WIZGEODIDI I SCREAMEDDDDDD

IM STILL SCREAMING

SIDBSOJDOD

FUCKKKK

ok class time now... i'll hopefully update more later!