How could I miss him? I'm stupid enough to fall in love with him and then move in with him. Wow, I was so stupid when I was 16 years old. I'm still stupid.

I'm with my 21 year old babysitter and I had sex with him last night, that's like him rapping me. But nobody knows about it so I don't think he'll be in trouble.

"Well well well, lookie who we have here." Michael said sitting beside me and snaking his arm around my waist.

"Yeah yeah. Look I need to talk to you." I said as Garret sat across from us.

"What's up babe?" he said as I felt something lump in my throat.

"First, I'm not your 'babe'. Second, when you get out, you and I aren't gonna be together because I'm with someone and I really love him." I said taking his arm from around me.

"Like you loved me?" he said smirking.

"Michael, I thought I loved you but I was just blinded by all the things you did. That is, until you started beating and raping me." I said gulping.

He had that look of hatred in his eyes and I couldn't see his beautiful green eyes anymore. The green eyes that I fell in love with. The green eyes that I fell so hard for.

"Taylor, I love you and I changed. I've realized what I did to you was wrong and I'm really sorry. I hope we can make through it. I can't move on from you. I love and miss you so much." he said as I started going through some good memories in my head.

"I don't know. I need some time to think abut everything." I said.

He looked at Garret and they started talking and catching up with everything. I wonder if you're allowed to be on the phone in here.

"Are you allowed to be on the phone? Like text or make a call?" I said to the boys.

"I would think so." Garret said laughing.

I got up and went to the door and pulled out my phone and dialed Dylan's number. Jacob answered. I hope everything is alright.

"Hey princess, how's everything going?" he said.

"Good actually, I just wanted to see if yall wanted to tune in to our conversation?" I asked.

"Like you put the phone in your pocket and us listen?" Dylan asked.

"Well that's what I was thinking." I said laughing.

"Okay, I'm down for that." he said.

"Jacob?" I said.

"Hmm?" he said.

"You down for it?" I asked.

"Sure, why not?" he said.

"Okay, here it goes." I said.

I put the phone in my pocket and sat back down beside Michael and pulled my phone out my pocket and laid it in my lap.

"Who did you call?" Michael asked.

"My brother just to check on him and Jacob." I said as Garret looked in my lap.

"Who's Jacob?" he asked.

"Jacob is.... my boyfriend and my babysitter while mom and dad are away on a business trip." I said looking at phone.

"You have a new boyfriend?" he asked.

"Well, yes. We've been together about a month now." I said.

"Oh....." he said looking hurt.

"Michael, I've thought about it. If you love me then why did you do what you did to me?" I asked nervously.

"To protect you. I didn't want anything to happen to you. I just wanted you to be safe and to be honest, I felt like you were seeing someone else." he said.

"What? I've never cheated on anyone in my life. Okay well I take that back, but I ain't cheated on you, ever. I do miss you and I wish that you would've never done that to me but I guess things happen for a reason right?" I said.

"I guess and you miss me?" he said as I realized I let that slip.

"Well yeah. I miss the Michael that would hold me at night and play with my hair, the Michael that would go on dates with me and take silly pictures with me. I miss the old Michael." I said tearing up.

"Taylor, you've changed me. When I came in here, I felt so lost without you. I miss us. I know I screwed up and I know I've done wrong but I've changed in here. I want you back. I love you." he said taking my hand.

I heard a beep and looked at my phone. The call ended. I guess Jacob got mad and hung up or Dylan got upset or something. I guess I need to stop letting my emotions get the best of me.

"Excuse me for a second." I said to the boys.

I got up and went to the same place I did before. I dialed Dylan's number again and he answered and I heard someone in the background screaming, Jacob.

"I'm sorry, I didn't realize I was saying those things until I actually said them. Can I talk to Jacob please?" I asked.

I heard shuffling around and then Jacob's sweet country voice came on the phone.

"I'm sorry. Everything came out so fast and-"

"Taylor, I'm sorry but I can't just sit here and listen to you tell your psycho ex boyfriend that you miss him, knowing you have a boyfriend on the phone listening." he said sounding hurt.

"Jacob-"

"I love you Taylor, I'm sorry." he said.

"So this is it. There is no more 'us'?" I asked as my voice cracked.

"Sorry." he said.

And with that, he hung up. I felt my heart rip out my chest and I threw my phone against the wall and screamed and cried.

Garret and Michael ran over to me and a police officer ran to me and they took me in a room by myself and it was just me and Michael.

"What happened? Why did you scream and why are you crying?" he said hugging me.

I let all my tears run out and I sobbed into his jump suit and it became soaking wet. I couldn't help it. I really didn't mean for any of this to happen. I should've never come here.

"I'm sorry....this was all a mistake, I should've never come here. It costed me my relationship." I said crying again.

Garret walked in and hugged me. How was I supposed to fix things with Jacob if he won't listen to me?