Chapter 22!! :'( Tristan is gone and Audrey's depressed:( I think they both are depressed... Well a lot of you are hating on me right now because Tristan left but don't worry;) they'll come back in one of the chapter in the future;) you'll just have to wait and see:P ....Or will they? Song for the chapter is 'So soon by Marianas Trench,' Goooooo get reading;)

~Audrey's POV~

I was bawling my eyes out on my bed after they left. I just can't accept the fact that Tristan is gone and it hurts so bad like no one can understand. I'm slowly dying inside and there's too much pain.

My phone vibrated a couple times but I ignored it, I didn't care cause nothing matters right now and answering it won't poof him back here magically. I just want him back.

"Audrey?" Kris's voice went through the other side of my door and I sobbed out. I can't stop crying even if I tell myself not to. Ugh! I wiped my eyes with the blanket but it just watered back every time. "Audrey! I've been calling you and- Oh my god! What the hell happened? Your house is a mess and so are you!" Gee, thanks for the compliment. She rushed over to me and gave me a comforting hug but it didn't comfort me, it only made me miss Tristan more because he comforts me the best.

"K-Kris, h-h-h-he's g-gone," I hiccuped and she looked at me with wide eyes.

"Who died?!" She asked shocked. If I wasn't in pain right now, I'll slap her right on the cheek. I'm sorry.

I pulled away from her and pressed the heels of my palm on my eyes. Gah! Make the pain go away! Please! I dried my eyes and inhaled in a deep breath.

"Tri-" I cried again. I can't even finish his entire name without being so emotional. Kris hugged me again and she patted my back.

"Shhhhh tell me later," She caressed my hair and I bawled on her shoulder. "You need ice cream, let's go get you ice cream," I don't think ice cream can do anything about this kind of pain. She pulled me up and guided me down stairs in the kitchen where my mom's wine bottle lie on the island top. I fucking hate her. This is all her fault for being such a bitch.

I sat on the stool, laying my head on my arms and cried more. My best friend opened up the curtains and light filled the entire room. I wiped my eyes and cheeks dry while Kris looked for the ice cream in the freezer.

"Here," She placed the entire carton of Ben&Jerry's cookie dough and a spoon in front of me. "Eat up!" Kris leaned her elbows on the island top and waited me to start digging. I sniffed, scooping out a handful and shoving it in my mouth. "There you go bitch," I practically look like a pig right now but I don't care. I'm miserable so let me look like it. Kris grabbed her own spoon of the drawers and helped me ate the ice cream.

"Thanks Kris," I said as I licked the spoon clean.

"What the hell happened? You just came back from Paris a few hours ago, why are you crying? Where's everyone?" She asked and my lips quivered again. Gaaaaah! I bit it down and swallowed the lump in my throat. Don't cry! I'm not gonna cry! I'm not gonna- Shit! I had a major break down in front of my best friend and she looked completely worried. "Are you okay Audrey?" She asked, staring at me closely. Obviously not!

I shook my head and sobbed. "I'm sorry," I gasped out. This really hurts! I wanted to pull my heart out of my chest to stop the pain, it hurts that bad.

"No, no, it's okay, take your time," Kris walked over to my side and rubbed my back soothingly. "Is it Lucas?" She asked. I shook my head again, "Tristan?" Then I wailed out loud. I can't even bare hearing his name. "Okay I need to stop talking," She said to herself and I'm soaking her shirt with my tears.

Kris pushed me away and grabbed the tissue box from the corner, handing it to me. "Geesh gurl! I'm covered with your snot," She wiped off her wet shoulders and I looked at her sadly. I think I drained myself and it's not possible to cry anymore.

When I build up my courage, I started, "Kris, Tristan left," She stopped what she's doing and snapped her head at me, rasing her brows.

"So? You hate him, why does it matter?" Ugh! I breathed in deeply and tried to calm myself down.

"I love him Kris," I said. My best friend looked at me like I just had drugs or something and she patted my cheek a couple of times to make sure I'm myself, looking at me confused.

"I think I heard it wrong, say it again?" She tilted her head and looked at me with the corner of her eyes. I wiped my eyes with the back of my hand and snatched a bottle of water from the basket.

"I love Tristan," My jaw clenched to stop myself from crying again. Kris looked dumbfounded and I stared at her, waiting for her to say something.

"How? What? When?" She hopped on the stool in front of me and anticipated for my answers. "Spill bitch!" Okay, this will be a little hard.

"When we went to Paris, he said that he liked me and I eventually fell for him," I quivered. Kris pulled out a tissue and handed it to me. I guess she's not giving me any hug soon because of what I did to her shirt.

"Go on," She scooped out ice cream and placed it in her mouth, not leaving my gaze.

"Then we spend a lot of time together and as time passed by, I realized I do love him, then he took my virginity-" Kris cutted in and flipped, I mean she literally flipped off.

"Whoa, aye! Aye! Back up! What?! You guys had sex!? Gurl! What the fuck! He's your step brother!" She faced palmed her self and I looked away from her intense stare.

"Not anymore," I said sadly, pursing my lips. I'm just throwing everything out at her and I'm sure she can take everything, she's immune for this kind of drama. I sobbed again. Ugh!

"WHOA! what do you mean 'not anymore'?!" She jumped off her sit and she looked at me with her eyes bulging out.

I sighed out. "Mom is divorcing Steven that's why they left, they're going back to Texas," It was like someone stabbed me right through my chest. This is not real! Tristan is not moving back to Texas! I need to move past denial, seriously.

"Audrey... I don't know what to say, Oh my god, c'mere." She hugged me again and I bawled. "What else? Did he say anything?" Kris asked.

"He said he l-l-loves m-m-e and he'll c-c-come back for me," I hate how I'm hiccuping!

"Shhhhhh, he will," She assured me, rocking back and forth. "He will come back if he really loves you, and I'm sure he really do," The only people I trust in my life right now is Kris and Tristan and I'll keep their word.

~Tristan's POV~

"You want anything son?" Dad asked while we were at the drive thru of In-and-Out burger. I shook my head, not looking at him.

My heart hurts like a bitch and I really wanna be with Audrey right now. She's the only girl who changed my life and as crazy as it seems for me to love, I really do love her.

I pulled my hood over my head and leaned it on the window, staring out the panorama view of California as we drive past it.

How can everything happen so fast? Earlier we were in Paris, having the times of our lives, and now we got seperated from each other. What did I do to deserve this punishment? This is the worst ever. It's slowly killing my soul.

"Tristan," Dad spoke out, I didn't say anything nor turn my head to look at him. "I know by the way you looked at her that you really like Audrey," He said. I remained quiet, biting on my bottom lip to prevent myself from crying, I'm not gonna cry. I really want her to be in my arms right now. "I know it hurts but you can come back to her when every thing is settled," Fuck it hurts like hell. Yes I will fucking come back to her by the second everything goes in order. I will do anything for her and to be with her, I'll even kill if I have to.

"What did I do to deserve this, dad?" I blurted out. I need an answer on why life is punishing me. I kept my gaze outside but I can feel him looking at me.

"You didn't do anything, this is a part of life Tristan, there's always gonna be ups and downs," He explained. I let out a sigh before turning to look at him.

"What happened between you and Marissa?" It just slipped out my mouth. Dad frowned at me and shook his head.

"It's non of you're business," He looked straight through the windshield, gripping the steeing wheel that his knuckles are turning white.

"Yes it is my business! I got seperated from Audrey because of this!" I spat out. This is just bull shit! Of course we have the right to know!

"Let me tell you this. Trust is important within a relationship and if you don't trust each other, there's no point," Dad said calmly.

"So you both didn't have trust?" I trust Audrey because she said she trust me and I love her so it's naturally a part of it.

"Yeah, something like that," He shrugged a shoulder and I stopped bugging him, looking back out the window.

We've been on the road for 2 hours and I desperately want Audrey to be with me at this moment. I want to comfort her right now because I know she's crying her heart out but calling her will only make everything worst, I can't stand seeing or hearing her cry because it make me sad and horrible. I only want her to be happy and without her, I'm nothing. But if nothing of this happened, She'll be under my arms, all smiling instead of sobbing.

Fuck I hate feelings! It's new to me because I never really felt this before. I feel like punching a wall to let out the pain lurking inside of me.

I remembered what we shared last night and my fist clenched. The way her body felt was just amazing, no one can top it. Audrey...

I fucking want her right now and she's the best I had, ever. No sex can be compared to ours last night. The ones I had before was just plain lust and it made me feel cheap. With Audrey last night, it was lust and love which was different and special at the same time, I only felt it with her and only her, making me a goner. Call me cheesy but it's just how it is.

Tears pricked my eyes and I poked my lids to keep it from falling down. UGH! Why did I fall in love with her? She's been mean to me for three years I've known her and my stupid heart thought that it would be fun to fall for her. Fuck fate! I hate this!

But I can't do anything now. I fucking love her and no one can change that, not even myself.

xoFranchescaxo