Explain, a seven letter word

I was hesitant as fear took over me

My phone suddenly rang, Kook texted

'TELL HER!' it says

I looked outside my window

And saw the squad on Jia's porch

Holding a banner that says

'EXPLAIN NOW YOU EGG!'

They're so extra, I was busy looking at them

When Y/N yanked my arm to face her

Shockingly she cupped my cheeks

And kissed me

My eyes widened, I responded to her kiss

My arms wrapping around her waist

I can hear the squad screaming faintly

I can feel her tears roll down her cheeks

It was like a dream come true

I remember the 8 year old Namjoon and Y/N

H-A-P-P-Y, Happy

Are we happy now?

"Explain to me Joonie" she said

I took a deep breath and told her everything

About me not being able to protect her

She flicked my head playfully and hugged me tight

She told me how stupid I was for thinking such stuff

She told me I forgot her promise

Her promise to protect each other from any harm

Her memory finally came back

She's not lost

We're not lost

She's home

We're finally home