Hi everyone

I wake up in the afternoon and I can't believe I have to face the horror of another fucking day

It's great living in a world where everythig has gone to shit and society just doesn't seem to give a shit

Okay so firstly, our world has a lot of problems

Anyways you need influence to solve problems in this society so you got to be:

- rich

- powerful

- fucking famous

Now see there's like levels to your influence

If you go and yell at people in front of a Planned Parenthood centre congrats your influence level is at "fucking annoying and hurtful and I don't like you why are you yelling at me"

But I'm not one to talk they say "those who live in glass houses shouldn't throw rocks" but currently I'm anonymous so I can say whatever I want until somebody decides to track down my ip adress and doxx me and make my life such a fucking nightmare that I kill myself and save the world the trouble of doing so

But to quote from Hamilton "History has its eyes on me" and I really want to lie to and convince myself that I've done something to help the world instead of continously being the pathetic loser asshole calling other people assholes both non-ironically and ironically somehow

Don't ask me how I don't know something to do with feelings?

yeah but if I ever get a kid and the kid asks me "hey did you do anything to help save the world before it went to worse shit" I can at least say "I wrote a short story that was more of a ramble and a rant and threw it into royalroadl to see if I can get to anyone" and feel less guilty than if I said "i did nothing i'm sorry i'm a failure of a human being" as the heat death of the universe comes closer and closer