Dark

It’s so very dark

wait where am I. I can’t really seem to see anything, actually forget seeing I can’t seem to feel anything at all. It’s like I’m floating in the water but except I can’t feel the chill of the water nor the sounds of the ways.

As I continue to contemplate the eerie absence of my basic sense I suddenly realized that I didn’t really seem to breathe at all. I immediately started to panic realizing that I wasn’t breathing at all but that feeling eventually subsides after I attempt to thrash around in an effort to breathe.

huh, it seems I don’t breathe at all. Trying to collect my thoughts together I try to remember, well, anything at this point but for all my efforts I hadn’t the slightest clue. My name, family, job, and friends if I had any. I couldn’t remember it. The most confusing part of it all was the fact that I seemed to remember things such a car, book, rock, etc but they kept slipping from my mind like an eel wiggling from my hands with all its might to get away from me. Wait, what an eel again anyway?

uugh, the more I try to properly grasp onto these memories, the harder it becomes to grasp onto it if that makes any sense. Eventually, I can’t and the memory fades out and another takes its place.

I filled with so many questions like why can I somewhat remember somethings but other times it’s completely blank, what is a fridge and where are mars. Thousands of more vague images and questions start to flood my mind and I start to get a splintering pain in my head. This is the first sensation I’ve felt since finding myself here in the darkness and it suffices to say I rather take the numb feeling I had earlier.

eventually, the pain subsides and I can think clearly without all those questions and images. Okay, let’s get some basic questions answered. First of all, where the fuck am I. I try to move but it seems I can’t move my body. To be honest it feels like I’m trapped in a tight space. I’m not claustrophobic but the complete deprivation of my senses and sight leaves me a bit uneasy. I try to shout out for help but nothing comes out of my mouth. Huh, so I can’t talk either, I really shouldn’t be surprised given the fact I can’t seem to see or feel.

okay, so I don’t know where I am. Am I dead? No that wouldn’t make sense if I was dead I wouldn’t be here contempl—. Before I can even continue thinking I start to see some speck of light. Instinctively I reach out to it and then all of a sudden, the light-flooded my vision.