《brian's note book》random ramblings #1
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do you ever question your own existance
as if your not sure if your even here
where everything you do seems so... so mere?
do you ever wonder
ever ponder
over the very meaning of your soul?
why your here
and not someone else who deserves to grow old?
on the edge of a small website
in the cradle of a small lot
in a place with few people
not mainstreem and maybe abit distraught?
do you ever wonder why your here
living in a place like this?
maybe with a lover
or maybe alone in the mist?
do you ever ponder
the reason for our very existance?
what change would we make if gone?
do you ever wonder if in the great beyond?
somone knows and is draging us along?
i so wonder what reason we may play
in this long and drawn out place
where noting we do will change more than a lace
or a blade of grass in the times far after
for if we died
a million years from now
how would we change
will the next generation bow?
is our knowlage
enough to change
enough to change future brains?
a speck of dust
thats all i am
in the far span of reality
for what holds every living thing together?
what is the point of life?
if you asked me our lives are made to end...
the one thing every living thing will do is die
every small or large creature so why?
why should we be any different?
what is the point if we are all merely cattle?
what is the point to live?
if every living thing has a reason for living
and that reason is all the same
and every single thing with or without a brain
then the only similarity is that we die
so why... do we live?
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