oh darling please stop tearing the dust of my heart apart with your melody of hope, your voice is like a hurricane of rainbows and rain sounds that haunt my eyes when i try to forget you. and when i open my laptop and attempt a new poem all i can think about is your whispering voice that told me i was enough but not enough to be loved. yet you are not the villain, but simply a friend whose smile enchanted me so much i thought you were the sun and it turned out you were, except i was not yours. and when the notes of your puppy eyes pierce my sanity until i cry out, collapsing into the weight of love, i tell myself i will never forget you. but i said that about all the others. i want to forget you now. do please stop singing, let me forget your rainbow voice.