I woke up the next morning still in Ricky's lap with my legs in Cameron's lap.

Both of them were asleep.

I thought about what happened last night and remembered. Cameron totally broke the promise he made me.

I pulled my feet off of him and curled into a ball against Ricky.

My movement caused Ricky to stir and wake up.

"Oh, hey Jordyn." He said.

"Hi." I mumbled.

"You feeling any better." Ricky asked.

I shrugged. Right now I just felt sort of numb knowing more people knew that embarrassing secret about me.

"You ok?" He asked, furrowing his brow.

Again I just shrugged.

"Want some food?" Ricky asked, getting up.

Which meant I couldn't lean on him anymore.

When he got up, I was still leaning on him, so I just fell onto the couch, face first.

"Not really." I said into the couch.

He just shrugged and walked away.

"Uh, Jordyn?"

I lifted my head up to see Jc, standing there looking at me confused.

"Hi." I said.

Jc shook his head at me and went into the kitchen.

I stayed where I was, curled up in a ball for a while.

When Cameron woke up and went upstairs, I finally got up.

And I was going absolutely crazy.

"Hey Jord." Kian said, as I walked into the kitchen.

I ignored him and grabbed an AriZona and a banana.

Everyone gave me questioning looks, but I just walked out of the kitchen and up to my room.

I got into the shower, blasting Thousand Miles by Tove Lo.

I washed my hair and face and got out.

Putting on my bra and panties, I dried and straightened my hair.

Then I got dressed in my regular black ripped skinny jeans, then put on a black ARMY muscle tank with a black bandeau underneath. Then I added my army jacket over that, rolling up the sleeves and my black combat boots

I put in my contacts then did my makeup, liquid eyeliner in a cat eye, heavy mascara, and black eyeliner on my waterline.

Grabbing my skateboard, phone, and ear buds, I went back downstairs.

Almost everyone was in the living room watching tv.

"I'm going out." I muttered to them, then went out the front door.

I stood on the front porch, picking a song to listen to.

Settling on Lost In Translation by G-Eazy, I went to the sidewalk.

I put my board on the ground and jumped on it, pushing off.

After Jordyn ignored me and went upstairs with her food, I looked at everyone.

"Whats up her ass?" I asked.

Everyone shrugged and went back to what they were doing.

We heard her blast her music as she got in the shower.

"I like this song." Ricky said, dancing.

"Your a freak." I laughed as he started twerking.

We finished eating breakfast and went in the living room. I turned on American Horror Story.

After a while, Jordyn came downstairs, dressed with her skateboard under her arm and muttered that she was going out, then left.

Everyone looked at each other, confused,

"Seriously, why is she being like that?" Jc asked.

I just shrugged. "Who knows, maybe shes on her period or something."

"Ew." Connor scrunched up his nose.

"That's nasty." Nash said.

"You guys are asses."

I jumped, and turned. Totally forgetting Perrie was there.

"Sorry Perrie." I said.

She just rolled her eyes and went back to her phone.

"Do you know why shes like this?" I asked.

"Not really. But I do know that she left without taking her medication." She told me.

"Shit." I said.

"That's bad, right?" Cameron asked.

Everyone looked at Perrie.

She sighed. "Well, it depends."

"What does that mean?" Ricky asked.

"Well, it depends on her mood. But since shes in a bad mood. I'd say not as bad as if she were in a good mood. Because if shes in a good mood, shes happy and hyper. But since she is in a bad mood, she'll just take out all her frustration and energy skateboarding." Perrie told us.

"So, its good shes in a bad mood?" Nash asked.

"Not good. Just easier." She said.

We all nodded.

We waited for a while, until after it got dark for Jordyn to get home.

Connor and Jc had already gone upstairs.

It was just Perrie, Cameron, Ricky, Nash, and I waiting for her.

She finally came in the front door.

Setting her skateboard down on the ground, she went into the kitchen.

We waited for her in the living room in silence.

Once she came in the living room with a bowl of cereal, she jumped and almost dropped the bowl.

"Shit, I didn't know you where here." Jordyn said.

She came to sit by me, but then looked like she remembered something, and sat on the floor across the room.

"Whats with you?" I asked.

"Huh?" She didn't look at me.

"Yeah, whats up? You've been ignoring me and been in a bad mood all day. Well, while you were here." I said.

She just shrugged and slowly ate her food.

"Whats wrong Jord?" Perrie asked.

Jordyn shrugged again.

"Jordyn." Nash sat on the floor next to her and put his arm around her shoulders. "Whats wrong?"

"He knows." She mumbled.

"Who knows what?" Nash asked her.

"Kian." Jordyn said.

"Huh?"

Everyone looked at me.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You know. And you weren't supposed to." She said into her knees.

"I know what Jord?" I felt like I was talking to a child. But Jordyn is a special one.

"Cameron told you. No one was supposed to find out." Jordyn said.

I finally figured out what she meant. Cameron made an o shape with his mouth.

Nash and Ricky just looked confused, and Perrie looked pissed.

"Again, what?" Ricky asked.

"Jordyn trusted Cameron with a secret and he totally betrayed her and told Kian." Perrie snapped.

She got up and went over to Jordyn. The two of them went upstairs.

"Crap." Cameron said, burying his head in his arms.

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I'm really confused and just need some guy advice. The guy I talked about last chapter, is really confusing me. My friends always tell me they see him staring at me, and they hear him call me hot to his friends and stuff, but he has never talked to me.

And a girl in my grade who I never talk to, came up to me during lunch and asked if we have a thing. And idk if we do. I mean, I like him, and my friend told me one of his friends told her he does like me.

But since he's never talked to me, I don't know. I'm just really confused and it's making me sad.

And tomorrow is the last day of school before Christmas break, so I won't see him for over two weeks.

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