Cam's POV:

"Kian, you ready bro?" Romeo asked.

"You know it." Kian said, standing up.

I stood up also and followed the two of them to the back room, muttering to the others that I wanted to talk to Kian.

I closed the door behind me.

"Oh, hey Cam. Whats up?" Kian said, turning around.

He sat down in the chair and Romeo started preparing the ink.

"I wanted to talk to you about something. Actually about Jordyn." I said.

"Oh?" Kian raised his eyebrows at me.

"Uh, yeah." I said.

"What about?" He asked, giving his hand to Romeo.

"I'm kinda worried about her." I said slowly.

"Really? Why?" Kian asked, looking at me.

"I...can't say." I said.

Kian made a face at me. "Why not?"

"I promised Jordyn I wouldn't say anything. Especially to you." I told him, regretting saying anything in the first place.

"Cam, if its about my sister. Then I need to know. Also, you were the one who came to me. So you have to tell me." Kian said.

I sighed. "But I promised."

He didn't say anything, just leaned forward as best he could with his hand being tattooed and looked at me expectantly.

I took a deep breath and let it out slowly.

"Jordyn told me...things, when I went up to her room the other night." I said.

"What sort if things?"

Even Romeo was listening, looking at me instead of doing Kian's tattoo.

I bit my lip.

"She, uh...Jordyn told me that after you left, she did some, um. Some things she regrets." I stuttered.

"What sort if things." Kian asked.

Romeo actually started working on Kian's tattoo. Glancing at me every time he got more ink.

"You know. The sort of things that one regrets once they do it." I said.

"Dude, I have no idea what your talking about. Just tell me." Kian was starting to sound impatient.

I stayed quiet, staring at my hands.

"Cam, what are you saying?" Kian's voice rose and he sounded desperate.

"She said that, she was kinda depressed after you left. Jordyn told me that she was bullied pretty bad becuase of her ADD and ADHD before she met Perrie." I said, looking at the gorund.

Kian took a deep breath and sighed, staring at a random spot on the wall.

I bit my lip, hoping he wouldn't ask anymore questions.

He rubbed his face with his free hand. "Thanks for telling me Cam."

I nodded, happy he didn't ask anything else.

"But there is something you're not telling me." Kian said.

He looked me in the eye.

"Yeah, maybe." I mumbled.

"Cameron, if it's about Jordyn. I need to know." He said.

I took a deep breath, letting the air out of my nose. "She said that she used to self harm."

I just blurted it out. Knowing if I didn't just go for it and say it, I never would.

Kian stopped and stared at me.

"No." He shook his head.

I didn't say anything.

He looked at me with hopeful eyes. "She didn't say that."

"She did." I whispered.

I couldn't help but notice a few tears fall from Kian's eyes.

Romeo put the needle down and put his hand on Kian's back.

"I'm really sorry Kian." I said, feeling my eyes get watery also.

"'S'not your fault." Kian mumbled, his head in his hands.

"You're tattoo's done. If that helps?" Romeo said.

Kian lifted his head and tried to glare at him, but just ended up cracking a smile.

"Thanks." He said.

"We should probably go." Kian said after a while. "I'm sure Jord is going crazy from just sitting there and they guys are going crazy from HER going crazy."

I laughed, knowing he was right.

We stood up and Romeo gave Kian a hug.

"It'll be ok." He said.

Kian nodded and followed me out of the back room.

"FINALLY!" Jordyn screamed, jumping up. "Lets go."

With that she just ran out of the building.

We all stood there, staring at the door. Not even a minute later, she came back in.

"Thanks." Jordyn said, hugging Romeo.

Then she ran back out.

We all laughed at her and rolled our eyes.

We said bye to Romeo and followed her back to the car.

"Can we go get something to eat?" Jordyn asked as she buckled her seat belt.

"Can you show us your tattoo?" Connor asked her.

"Depends on if we can go eat." She shrugged.

"Yeah, can we go to Panera?" Ricky asked.

We all nodded, so Ricky started driving to Panera.

Once we got there, everyone ordered and sat down at the biggest table we could find.

They brought us our food and we started eating.

"Can I please see your tattoo?" Cam asked Jordyn.

"Ok." Jordyn sighed, taking off the bandage.

There it was. Jordyn's new tattoo. A small infinity sign on her middle finger.

"Wow." Ricky gasped.

"Its really cool." Jc said.

"Its beautiful." I said, looking her in the eye.

"Its perfect." Kian said.

Jordyn smiled and looked down at her new tattoo, tracing it with her finger. "I know right."

We ate our food and went back to the O2L house.

Jordyn and Perrie fell asleep, leaning on each other.

"Sam and Trevor are coming over. They'll probably be there by the time we do." Kian said, looking up form his phone.

Everyone nodded.

We drove the rest of the way in pretty much silence, other than the radio and someone saying something every once in a while.

Once we got back to the O2L house, Perrie felt the car stop and stirred. She slowly opened her eyes and sat up.

Jordyn stayed asleep though.

"I wouldn't wake her up." Perrie said, rubbing her eyes, smearing her makeup a little. "She'll be cranky and will be annoying. Well, more than usual."

We all nodded and got out of the car.

Kian went to grab her, but I beat him to it and picked Jordyn up.

"I got it." I muttered.

Kian just nodded and looked at me weirdly, closing the car door.

I carried her in and upstairs, putting her on her bed.

Taking off her glasses, I set them on the nightstand next to the bed.

I hesitated, but bent down and kissed her head.

Then I left her room, closing the door behind me and going back downstairs.

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So here's another little chappy.

Both Kian and Jordyn's tattoos are on the side.

But omg! Cameron told Kian! Not cool dude.

But my momMY IS MAKING ME MAC AND CHEESE!!! YAS

And whos excited for Christmas? I am so freaking excited. Plus, twenty days after Christmas, its my 15 birthday!

Vote and comment for an early Christmas present to me.

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Bye loves, stay cloudy :)