I know I really only had McKenna for a day. I was so happy that I had gotten her back. I thought I never would. Clearly it wasn't meant to be though considering that same night she slept with the biggest douche bag in our school.

I stand up and walk out of the bathroom.

I take a left and walk towards my next class.

My breath hitches in my throat when I see McKenna and Taylor kissing.

I close my eyes and pretend that I'm not here. I'm back home and I'm holding McKenna in my arms.

I open my eyes again. I'm still here, and they are still kissing.

I walk past them and McKenna pulls away from him.

Taylor is smirking.

My body starts shaking. I hate myself so much. Tonight is the night.

I run past them and out the front door of the school.

I'm done.

It's been 2 months since Matt and I broke up. I haven't talked to anyone. As far as I know, Matt hasn't talked to anyone either.

I walk down the hall to class. Just then, Taylor grabs me and starts kissing me. I try to pull away and when I finally do, I see Matt walking right past us.

Before I can say anything, he runs away. I turn to Taylor, slap him, and run out the front door of the school.

I know I shouldn't skip school, but I need to stay away from Taylor and make sure Karlie is ok.

Her cancer has gotten so bad, she hasn't been going to school.

I walk into my house and run up to my room. I'm such a mess up. I can't believe I ruined my relationship with Matt because I slept with Taylor.

I lay in my bed until I hear my phone beep.

I pick it up and read the text.

Matt: I love you. Forever and Always. Stay away from Taylor, even when I'm gone. I hope you won't forget me.

I stop breathing.

I throw my shoes on and run out my front door as fast as I can.

I start running to Matthews house.

When I get there, I push the door open without knocking.

"MATT!" I cry out screaming.

I jump at the sound of my voice. I hadn't heard it in two months.

I run upstairs into his room.

He's sitting on his bed, crying with a bottle of pills in his hand.

"Matt! Thank god you're ok! Did you take any?!" Please tell me he didn't take any.

He shakes his head no.

"I'm so sorry that I did this to you." I run over to him and hold him.

I let him cry and every time he sniffles, I hold him tighter.

"I'm so sorry." I whisper into his ear.

He looks into my eyes with his bloodshot ones.

"Do you love me?" He asks.

I think for a second before I reply.

"I love you more than all the stars in the sky. All the way to the moon and back again. Please never do this again. Sleeping with Taylor was the dumbest thing I've ever done and if I could take it back, I would in a heart beat." I tell him as tears fall down my face.

"Do you love me?" I repeat his question.

"More than you'll ever know. I love you so much McKenna Ann Dylan"

I lean in and kiss him.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asks.

"Of course." I smile.