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"So can I go?", Indigo asked as she turned her feet in and pointed her fingers towards each other. She was asking Kenji if she can go out with her newfound friends. Over the last few weeks she has gotten pretty close with both Dess and Ria. They invited her to come chill with them and the rest of their friends.

Ameena was delighted that her niece seemed to be socializing more. She was even more delighted when she found that she was speaking more often. Indigo has a close bond with both Ameena and Kenji, so she speaks with them freely.

Indigo's social anxiety causes her to overthink what she will say to others, she gets extremely nervous around people that she does not know. But when she gets comfortable around them she will speak more often.

"No", Kenji smirked as he put some noodles in the microwave. Ameena pushed his head back before turning to say, "Of course baby, who's gonna be there". Indigo took out her phone showing her Dess and Ria. As she was showing Ameena, her phone vibrated with messages from the group chat.

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Kenji walked past Indigo saying, "Get dressed and hurry up". Indigo dashed up the stairs before running back and giving him a hug saying, "Thank you".

Back in her room Indigo stared in her closet figuring out what to wear. She pulled out some grey shorts, an oversized grey shirt and a pair of Balenciaga's.

Take your shirt off and put it on again or you will die her brain told her.

In a panic, Indigo did it again, her brain repeating it over and over and over again. From a person looking on the outside, they will see a girl panickally taking off and putting on her shirt.

But it was the downside of having OCD. Indigo was unfortunately diagnosed with OCD when she was only 6. When she was a child, it was mild and didn't really affect her. But after the death of her parents it went spiraling.

Okay, you can stop now her brain told her. With a sigh she left her shirt alone before putting on the rest of her clothes. At this point she was used to it, it no longer fazed her.

She matched her outfit with some jewelry before sitting at her dresser to fix her hair. Taking her braids out her bonnet, she used 24 hour edge control to lay her edges.

After fixing up her hair she grabbed a small bag putting her phone and lipgloss in it. "I'm ready," she said and she walked down the stairs. Ameena looked at her before squinting her eyes, " Is that Kenji's shirt". Giggle Indigo replied, "It was his shirt before I took it".

Ameena studied Indigo for a second before asking, "Did you take your pills". Indigo looked to the floor before lying saying, "Yea I did". In Indigo's eyes the pills don't work. They just made her extremely tired and wore her out. On top of that the pills she took for OCD seemed to make her depression worse.

She honestly rather cope than take them.

Kenji walked past them to get his keys, "Come on Indigo". Hugging her aunt she made her way to Kenji's car.

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Hey yall, how are you?

Sorry for the late update ive been trying to get used to school.

Thoughts on this chapter?

On Indigo not taking her pills?

On Indigo's OCD?

On Ameena and Kenji

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Ngl online class is not that hard.

What grade yall in?

I'm in 11th

I just might update again later today 🌚