《incomprehensible thoughts》that one person
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we all have that one person
the one who breaks us
and heals us
defines our smiles
embodies our laughs
resides in our tears.
the one who loves us
then forgets us
and throws us away
to move on with the world.
while they move on,
where are we supposed to be?
in a dark and broken room
lit by the sounds of choking,
the candles snuffed by the echoes
of laughter.
they exist, then they don't.
they're the poisonous candy
the garbage we long for
the forgotten soulmate
who makes the future into a dead memory.
we all have
that second person
the one who shapes us,
forms us,
and lets us emerge from our shell
and fly when we're ready.
they open the wounds
and make you remember
so that you can know,
you're not alone anymore
you aren't broken
you're okay,
it's all okay.
they rest in the wrinkles of your eyes,
swimming in the happiness
and dancing in the laughter
that they caused.
the one who falls
willingly
because they know that you
will catch them.
the trust
the love
the knowing
the memories.
they're the memory of joy,
the embodiment of trust,
the broken healer,
the laughing moonlight.
two people
different as can be
but crucial to the existence
of you.
of me.
we all know those two people
so thank them.
remember them.
don't forget the pain of the first,
but relive it with the second.
don't envy the second,
but be grateful they're not the first.
don't steal from the first,
but share with the second.
don't forget pain,
but embrace it.
so thank you to the first
and thank you to the second.
you will always live inside my brain,
and exist in my blood,
and shine in the crevices of my heart.
and even though I may not deserve your pain,
or be worthy of your love,
I have experienced it
and can not
will not
go back.
so before I go
my love and apologies,
to and from
that one person.
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