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Hi this is me, a lonely girl who hates crowds, loud noises and simply sticks to herself. Current status is being bored with no friends and no decent parents. Tomorrow is the start of school and all my past enemies will probably be there waiting. Wondering why I have no friends? Its because of my special talent. No one understands me or wants to, and that's how it should be.

I glance around my room, dark and eerie with purple curtain lights scattered around my room, my F/b(Favorite band, mines Panic! at the disco) poster hanging on my wall, I have a couple other posters of my other favorite bands on my walls as well. My peers at school used to call me Emo, or gothic, just because I like the color black. One time they even called me a furry, just because I wore cute little wolf ears once to school. But hey I don't need pity. This summer helped me catch up on my books I've been reading.

(some examples of what Y/N is reading)

But now summer is gone, and hell is back in stock. "Y/n! Y/n" I heard my parents call me, I head down stairs, seeing them. "Yes?" I question. "You and your father and I are going out on a business trip, we don't know how long were going to be out, but you should be more independent since your already 17. Also Isn't this lovely?" Mom questions as she pulls out a pink dress. "Go try it on! "Mom orders. Adding that I needed more color in my outfits. I try it on not realizing how tight it was. I looked and the mirror:

I am not this confident to wear this, I thought. "Were waiting~" Mom calls in a sing song voice. ugh. I walk out of the bathroom. "Oh sorry honey, That was the only size they had, but it does look good on you." Mom states as dad nods. "Well, anyways we have to get to our flight. Well, be gone for a while, try to make some friends and who knows maybe you'll find yourself your first boyfriend" Dad states walking out the door catching up to mom. I roll my eyes "Love you dad and mom!" I hug them and they walk out leaving the house empty to me.

I go up in my room and draw abit, I'm into drawing (Your answer, Author-chan Likes still life's) and occasionally I'll draw (your answer Author-chan likes portraits sometimes). After 4 hours my masterpiece was completed I had drawn (your answer). I decided to hook up my Bluetooth speakers and jam to knives and pens.

I jammed along, probably sending the neighbors through a loop. After the song ended, I decided to head off to bed, since tomorrows a big day, I tried to get out of the dress, but it was tied so tightly in the back I couldn't get it undone, as I looked like a retarded chicken sprawling around in my room doing so. Screw it, I thought tiredly as I headed off to bed, turning off the speakers and led lights...