《The Sleepless Nights!》Never love your best friend
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When you wiped mayonnaise from my lip corner, my heart skipped a beat.
The feeling seemed to be obvious , but too inconspicuous to be pinned.
Then when you dropped me home, because the weather was quite dangerous that day,
You had somehow made a special place in my heart.
Whn you threw a birthday party for me, i felt so celebrated.
When you woke up whole night and listened to my breakup rant,
Your gesture touched my heart.
When you hugged me when I started crying over failing my anatomy test,
Your comfort soothed me so much that I started counting on you.
When you kissee me abruptly that day, when we were lying on the beach watching waves,
My heart did a summersault, I didn't know hearts could do that.
But when you claimed the next day, that it was a mistake,
My heart burned a bit, just a bit okay. Not much.
What changed that day , is beyond my vision,
My eyes searched for you whenever I went outside.
My phone caught my attention for longer durations , now expecting your call,
Your messages lightened up my mood.
One day, when we got into a fight, and you refused to talk to me,
That day I realised I'm a gone case.
Your ignorance hurt like a bitch,
You leaving my messages on seen seared my insides.
I never felt myself so helpless ever, now when i think of it, I cringe, hating very moment of that submission.
I didn't even realise when I got dragged into the black hole of misery and desperation ,
Holding the only hope of you pulling me over.
But that day never came,
Rather, you drifted away, Too clingy I am, you had said.
I just wanted to be with you when you were sad,
Nothing less, Nothing more.
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Crushing my self respect time and again backfired,
Because you tramped my heart under your feet which I had wore on sleeve.
Wiping my tears, and bracing my heart, I stood up,
To give you an answer , to tell you that I don't love you anymore.
Realisation dawned upon me, did that insinuate that I loved you,
That I lost you even before I found you.
Tired of my 'tantrums' as you quoted,
You walked away from my life, and I let you go for my own sanity.
That day I lost my best friend, and my love both at the same time.
My heart twisted, writhed and convulsed in pain,
Finally it broke into pieces ,shattering into thin red powder,
I didn't know my heart could that too.
Guess I need to revise my medical science books.
Sweeping the broken pieces together I moulded them with tears,
And made a new heart , not as perfect as before, but still beating.
It looks scarred, but mind my words not as weak as before,
Rather too stony for anyone's liking.
But I like it, whoever will etch his name on it now,
Will stay there forever, that I'm sure.
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