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I trash; and trash

Yet the chains won't break

The devil is watching

In this hell i'm currently in

I screamed at him

Till my voice became soar

I begged for it to stop

Yet they just laugh.

It was just like karma

For all the things that we've done

It was like deja vu

But it is the other way around.

I prayed to god,

Oh, what have we done?

Is this our punishment

For the bad things we have made.

I looked at him

And i saw a sliver of emotion

Was it pity? Was it regret?

Will my hope be regained?

But i was a fool

For me to believed

That the devil will spare

My life to lived.

The pain was unbearable,

The scars in my body

That i know will never fade away

For it is already engrave in my soul and in my brain.

I will always remember that night,

Were my life turned upside down

Were everything had fallen apart

Were i left him dumbfounded.

I regretted that day,

When i betrayed and captured him,

His sreams of pain were haunting,

And it still hunt me till this day.

Why did it hurt so much?

Why did i made that move?

Was i really selfish?

To sacrifice the man i love,

in order for me to survive?

Yet there's no regretting now

For the damage has already been done

And now i'm paying the price

For that selfish act i had made,

Those two words that i haven't said,

Now i'm saying it in my last breath,

And i hope he heard,

My last farewell and maybe my last words

"I'm sorry"

I saw him wipe a tear,

I saw the man i loved and break apart cry,

I was such a bitch, i smiled.

But there's no turning back,

For i can already see the dark,

And in that last moment,

I saw him smile and hug me.

He muttered the words,

I was waiting for him to say,

I can now rest in piece,

"Jet'aime, bella"

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A/n:

Safe part 2. This is the continuation of safe. The guy and girl had a history, they were ex lovers. The girl's life wasbeing threathened by her boss, na kapag hindi niya nagawang ibigay sa kanila ang kanyang bf ay ang buhay niya mismo ang kapalit nito.

That's why she has no other choice but to give her bf up dahil ayaw pa niyang mamatay, kailangan pa siya ng kanyang pamilya, her brothers and sisters are already losing hope in being able to go to school again. Her father is a drunkard, her mother is sick and has a cancer.

She give her bf up kahit na labag sa kalooban niya, she still loves him, kaya naman lahat ng sakit na natatanggap niya dito, ang pagtotorture sa kanya nito ay tinatanggap niya dahil deserve niya lahat ng iyon.

The explanation of why she wanted to hear him say i love you was because it means to her that he forgave her for everything and he still loves her even after the pain.