Swiftly, as the wind blows,

I felt the cold, you held me close

as I believe that you're still there,

you disappeared then into thin air

I was alone, I realized.

I felt twas fear, my own demise;

as I encounter sev'ral storms,

my will collapsed, a doubt was born

With those stares of yours that irks me,

my mouth will not just let it be.

I can't keep calm on these moments;

The things that restrains me is now broken.

I went a journey, one for myself;

I was suffocated, I needed help

Looking for people, Those to turn to;

to end up in nothing, my anxiousness grew.

If you think I can handle all blame,

Unlike you, I'll not be sane

When it hurts, I clutch to my chest;

my blood is boiling, I cannot rest

I always thought the skies were free,

but it was which that strangled me.

It was they that clipped my wings,

I could not fly, I could not sing.

I yearned for freedom,

"Just a little to wait..."

As I pulled the trigger

Which decided my fate.

BANG! It resounded

Everyone was dumbfounded

Crimson goodness stained my clothes;

will I regret that I took this road?

Why? Why? Why did I do this?

Just what did I accomplish?

It's still there, the fear is not away

I didn't achieve anthin'... just ruined my day.

I felt the guilt, behind metal bars;

The wish to get out, I ask of the stars.

What I yearn, one you can't see,

It's just my wish... just to be free...

As my day darkens, I close my eyes;

Will this still happen for a while?

Finally, to finish, I ask myself,

Is this what I really Ionged to happen?