we've been at her friends house since 8:30pm and its now 11:00pm.

Im not complaining. Its fun being out with them. There fun but i just cant stop thinking about jackson.

I feel like we fight all the time. I feel like I can never do anything right. I feel like every move or word i do he ends up getting pissed about it.

"allison!" andrea yells. I snap out of my thoughts and look up to everyone staring at me.

"yeah" I say looking at her still thinking about everything.

"you okay?" she asks.

"yeah, im fine" I say.

"if your still thinking about that dude, just get over it. He'll cool off and will text you again" nick says while putting his hand on my thigh and looking at me.

"thanks" I say giving him a light smile.

Nick was a friend of me and andreas. He was pretty cute but I would never go for him.

"yall wanna head out and chill at my house" nick asks me and andrea. we both look at eachother and then back at him and nod.

We say bye to everyone else and head over to nicks house.

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We pull up and me and andreas jaws drop. We pull up to a gate and a big house.

"you wanted to see the alpacas?" nick asks Andrea.

"oo, yesss" she says overly excited. Nick parks the car and we all get out. He had like loads of property.

We had to squeeze through a gate to see them.

"omg they are so cute" she says trying to touch one.

"these are NOT horses" i say looking at them and laughing. Nick laughs.

they looked like lamas honestly but smaller. There bodies looked like deer.

"you guys should've brought yalls bathing suits" nick says as we hop back in the car.

"hot tub" he says driving up to his house.

"you have a hot tub?" Andrea asks.

"yeah" he says parking the car and getting out.

His two friends were also here and they literally came out of no where and started playing around with nick.

"you have got to be kidding me" i say looking around.

"this place his huge" Andrea says.

"no kidding" I say with wide eyes.

we follow nick inside and as we get inside our mouths drop.

"Allison what the fuck" she mouths to me.

I giggle in shock. His house is so. Perfect. Its big and pretty and just wow.

"hes so...."

"rich" Andrea says walking back to his room.

"yeah that" I say following her and looking around.

"this is AJ and Max" nick says pointing at his friends. I give a light smile.

we all lay on his bed and watch some movies.

It was midnight and Jackson still hasn't texted me. I was staying with Andrea tonight at her grandpas so we decided to head home.

"hey princesses" her grandpa says as we walk in. He always calls us princess. He was like a third Grandpa to me.

"hey grandpa" we both say.

"how are you Allison" he asks.

"im good, how are you" I say smiling and setting my bag down.

"im good" he says smiling. I smile.

Me and Andrea are sitting on the couch and then Jackson texts me.

"he texted me" i say opening my phone

"and?" andrea asks

"he said...." and then I just throw my head back. He can never stop with this shit.

He literally cant trust me and its such a problem. I never lied.

"what did he say" Andrea asks

"here" i say giving her the phone to read the messages.

"hes such a child what the hell" she says scrolling

"no kidding" I say trying not to cry.

Hes hard when your bf dosent trust you and dosent believe you when you did nothing wrong.

"just ignore it. hell get over it eventually" She says handing me the phone and that's when tears fall down my face.

"ally don't cry. its not worth it. trust me" she says.

"I know but for him not to trust me or believe me bothers so much. I didn't lie. i told him the truth" I say with tears coming down my face.

"i know this is a bad time but if you were with ethan this wouldn't have happened" she says.

"andrea" i say looking at her.

"like i said bad timing" she says

"i think im just gonna go home. I need my mom to be honest" I say

"you gonna tell her everything?" she asks

"yeahh" I say wiping my tears. she knods.

she tells her grandpa that i didn't feel well. I left and headed home. I probably shouldn't be driving because it was literally a pool of tears in the car. It just kept going through my head that he doesn't trust me and that he doesn't believe me.

Nicole and Paige were my two internet bestfriends. I litteraly tell them everything. They are probably the closest people i have in my life other than my family. Im closer with them then i am with andrea. Our group is so funny. We obsses over these two boys and just have the most hilarious conversations every.

I get home and we all HP. I tell them everything that happened tonight.

"girl hes so irrelevant just let him be. hell come back" Nicole says.

"hes so childish what the hell. I don't get why he cant believe you" paige says

"neither do I" I say looking down at my hands.

"just don't stress about it." Nicole says

"yeah don't stress. hell get over it" paige says.

"yeah i know." i say giving a light smile.

"K well im hitting the hay cuz a bitch is tired" Nicole says

"haha me too" i say laughing.

"yall are lame" paige says

"paige its 1 in the morning over here" I say laughing.

"right, i forgot. different time zones" She says laughing.

"goodnightttt" Nicole says.

"nighttt" me and paige says and with that the call ended.

They always knew how to make my night better.