August 5, 2041

11:45 p.m

A'dream POV

Sitting in the corner of the guest room I been in for the last day or two , I just cried. I was so angry at the fact that my mother is dead. But I was also angry with myself.

I treated Kaizer so bad but he didn't even flash out on me. Just kept telling me to calm down and that he loved me. And on top of that I drank alcohol, and I'm pregnant.

I made an appointment so I could see if the baby was ok. I hoped it was because I would really hate myself for the rest of my life.

"A'dream can you open the door?" I smiled a little hearing Kaizer's voice but I didn't move. I brung my knees to my chest just continuing to cry.

"Please? I got somebody here that needs to talk to you. Somebody that completely understands what you going through. Because it's happened to them." He said and I wiped my face.

"Who?" I asked.

"Come see." He said and I sighed. I got up going to unlock the door and when I opened it I seen Miya.

She wrapped her arms around me tight and I just cried. She was like a mother to me so just being in her arms made me feel so much better.

"I know how it feels Dream." She said rubbing my back and I shook my head.

"No you don't." I said and she let me go.

"I promise I do, now let me talk to you." She said and i nodded. I looked at Kai and he kissed my cheek before walking away. Miya pulled me in the room shutting the door.

We sat down on the bed and I sighed.

"A'dream when I was 17 or 18 I lost my parents. Both, mom and dad same day same time." She said and I looked at her.

"They were killed in there home by my ex. I don't why he did it but he did." She said and a tear rolled down her face.

"I know how it feels to lose a mother and a father." She said and I nodded.

"It hit me harder and it hurt me a lot more because of the fact I use to treat them like shit. I was a disrespectful ass lil kid. And I never apologized. So when they died it was just like damn, I didn't even get a chance to say I'm sorry." She said and a tear dropped onto her thigh.

"And the fact that it was a couple days after my birthday...." She said with a chuckle shaking her head.

"But A'dream I know how it feels to not have any real family. Because my aunt died to from cancer. My little cousins were killed along with there mom. Those were my only family for real. So when they left it was like ok so now I'm really like alone, even though I wasn't." She said and i nodded.

"It don't feel good at all. This shit makes me wanna give up completely." I said.

"Ex's be crazy, but I should know, right?" I said and she laughed.

"Listen A'dream if you ever need to talk to me, imma be there. Because guess what I honestly been through everything you have and more. I done been through it all. So I know it all, I know how dis shit go. So if you need something I'm there, ok?" She said and I nodded.

She hugged me and I hugged her back.

"Thank you, I love you." I said.

"Love you too." She said and we let each other go.

"Mama, thank you for being a mother to me when mine wasn't there." I said and she smiled.

"You welcome A'dream." She said.

"Now imma go get somebody else who wanna talk to you." She said and i nodded then she left out.

A few minutes later the door opened and in came Trell. I smiled as he shut the door coming to sit beside me

"I heard yo crazy ass threw some liquor at my son." He said and I laughed.

"Yeah sorry bout dat." I said and he nodded.

"Heard you drank some, you pregnant huh?" He asked and I nodded.

"A'dream you know I love you like a daughter but if that baby dies...." He said and I sighed.

"I already set up an appointment to check." I said and he nodded.

"Losing yo mama fucked yo head yo for a minute huh?" He asked and i nodded.

"It just took it hard," I said.

"I get it, I could only imagine going through something like that. Cuz of a ex." He said shaking his head.

"Why y'all won't kill em? He's causing more problems just kill em." I said and he laughed.

"We gotta find him first Dream. He does shit wrong and disappears. Promise as soon as we find him, I will kill em." He said and I nodded.

"Trell thank you." I said and he smiled.

"A'dream you like really a daughter to me, I love you so much even when you piss me off." He said and I chuckled.

"Blood or not you my kid." He said and a tear rolled down my face.

"I've never been l-loved by my- real da-" He pulled me into a hug and I just cried into his chest.

"Just let all that shit out." He said rubbing my back.

"You still got family, you got kids. You got Kaizer-"

"That's any better?" I questioned and he let me go.

"Hell you mean?" He asked.

"Is that suppose to make me feel better? The hell has your family done? I still walked through hell." I said.

"My family took you in, we did t-"

"I wish y'all woulda left me where I was sometimes." I said.

"I still got beat, cussed out, damn near killed. I still had a hard time. Nothing really changed Trell, and you can get mad at me or whatever. But tell me I'm lying." I said and he sighed.

"If something ever happened to me Trell take my kids." I said and he looked at me.

"Don't leave them with Kaizer, please. But that's only if something happens to me." I said and he nodded.

"Please take them and keep them safe." I said.

"I will, I promise." He said and I smiled.

"Thank you so much." I said and he kissed my forehead. He got up walking out the room and I shook my head, then Kaizer came in.

"I'm sorry." I said and he nodded.

"Dream my parents gon take the kids for the week, ok?" He said and I nodded.

"Let me just go tell them bye." I said getting up and he grabbed me.

"What?" I asked and he shook his head.

"King is Uh- he don't wanna really talk to you right now. Or you know see you." He said.

"He does- huh?" I asked and he sighed.

"He doesn't want to see you A'dream. He's scared of you, ok? He's scared." He said and a tear rolled down my face.

"I've never hurt him, why would he be scared of me?! Kai what did you do?" I asked and he shook his head.

"I didn't do anything A'dream that's him. That's King, that's how HE feels. I can't change or tell him how to feel." He said.

"WE GONE! LOVE YALL!" Trell yelled.

"Wait! No I wanna say bye first!" I yelled.

"A'dream no just chill, IGHT YALL BYE!" He yelled and I looked at him. I heard the door downstairs close and I huffed.

"You bitch, let me go." I said and he held me tighter.

"What did I do wrong? How did I- my child scared of me? Dat ain't how dats suppose to go!" I yelled.

"Stop yelling at me please." He said in the calmest tone.

"Let me go!" I yelled and he closed his eyes. Hearing as he counted to ten I laughed.

"Oh what? You gon hit me? Go ahead I'm so use to it dat it don't even hurt no more." I said and he looked at me.

"I'm not gon hit you A'dream. But I'm leaving, Ight?" He said walking out the room. I stood there for a second before going after him.

"Leaving? Me?" I asked and he looked at me.

"Mhmm, I'll come back when you get yo mind together. I'm not tryna argue with you or put my hands on you. So imma go for a little bit." He said continuing his way down the stairs.

"Kai you can't leave me by myself!" I yelled and he laughed. Going down the stairs I went in our room.

"I'm not leaving you forever A'dream. I'll come back when you get back right. You need to get yo mind together." He said starting to pack his shit.

"My mind is together, I'm fine Kaizer. Just taking this a little hard." I said and he looked at me.

"A little?" He asked and I sighed.

"Kaizer I am fine! Just don't leave, you leaving will only make me worse." I said.

"Worse? I thought you was fine?" He asked and I rolled my eyes.

"I'll be fine." I said and he shook his head. I sat on the bed just watching as he packed shit. A tear rolled down my face and I quickly wiped it.

"Ight, I'm done." He said after some moments. He grabbed his keys and bags leaving out the room and I just sat on the bed.

He came back in without them and I looked at him.

"We in this together right?" I asked and he nodded.

"So why da hell you leaving? You suppose to be there for me! Help me! Not give up on me and leave- YOU JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE!" I yelled.

"You see how you talk to me tho?" He asked and I rolled my eyes.

"You've done more to me suck it up." I said.

"I love you A'dream I'll be back in a week." He said before leaving out the house.

"Now I'm really alone." I mumbled.

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