"It's honestly insane when I think about it. Those 7 boys are more then just a group of people I work with, they are family. If there was a more serious word to describe them then family, I would use it. I don't think people understand how hard working all of them are. Day in and day out. They are such amazing human beings and deserve the world. Honestly. I love them. I don't think any of what I am doing today, would be possible without the help of them."

"I think that is such a beautiful thing when two people come together and put aside the differences just to be happy. With one another. A lot of people fail to realize that relationships are hard. Hella hard. But the best feeling is looking at them and realizing you'll go through all the hardships just to be allowed to say that... that person is your person. He and I are happy. Very happy. Once we stopped caring what everyone thought, and began living for us... we've never stopped being happy"

"Often times when I write my songs, I tend to remember feeling how I felt about a situation or even when acting.. pretending to feel something that I know I can't really feel... I put onto to paper and let the magic happen."

-

"Right now, we are going to take a couple of minutes to react to fan favorites with the series. You three will either explain or go into detail on how it was to film such scene." The producer said causing the three of us to turn and face the screen as cameras were still on us.

This had to be the fourth interview we did today for promo for our series that as trending worldwide. One of the legends, paired up to act with two members of the hot sensation K-pop group, BTS.

Of course the world was going crazy about the three of us.

I was brought out of my thoughts when the screen lit up to episode 1, time stamp (20:36). The scene where's V's character and i met for the first time, we all watched as I was running in attempt to not be late to class when V was driving, and we faked a scene of him almost hitting me.

The screen paused, meaning we would have to talk about what filming that was like. V looked at me, hiding his smile properly already predicting the words I was going to say. Mainly because I've

"To be honest this scene was one of the most nerve wrecking shots i've had to shoot in this series, specifically." I paused before laughing causing Minho to let out a laugh as well.

"what you don't know is that Tae was actually driving in this take, he didn't have a stunt-double or was the street blocked off for filming so everything was real life happening." I confess.

"Oh boy, i know where this is going." Minho laughs, causing Tae to finally speak. "Oh come on, it wasn't that bad." He exclaims.

"You only say that because you don't think you're a bad driver." I say before turning back to the camera and covering the side of my mouth, so he wouldn't be able to see what i was going to say.

"He's a shit driver." i mouth causing Minho to bust out laughing, he points to me, "please don't blur that out either...." He states laughing.

Episode 4, time stamp (30:58)

"Even if I can't see you, the best thing i could do is feel you." We watch as Minho's character caresses my faces, while his eyes however looked else well.

The screen pauses, and both Tae and i turn to face Minho who was prepared to speak, "i think the best thing about being able to act in this film was being able to play as a love interest for Normani again. We are just instantly comfortable with each other, on screen and off, and you can see that. The difference between "crush" and "my bodyguard" is that you can see how much alike she and i are to our characters. We have incredible chemistry." He speaks and i nod.

"No, absolutely. I complete agree, you can see how in our first project together, we played our roles well, but this project was different for me because i feel like i connected to my character in a way that you wouldn't be able to know if I'm acting or if i was serious." I say.

Tae nods before speaking, "especially with how heartbreaking and touching this series is, you'll be able to connect with a of our characters when watching." He adds.

Episode 8, time stamp {21:53}

This was the scene where Minho and I had our intense kiss scene; that led to us doing the deed. The camera pans to both Minho and I, and from the corner of my eye I knew Tae was cheesing looking to the both of us.

I chew on the inside of my lip wondering when they were gonna pause it. Minho goes to cover his grin that appears on his face, I momentarily look away from the scene realizing that it panned to the part where my shirt was off and I was now on top of Minho.

The screen paused and I finally let out a slight laugh trying to breathe. Minho chokes before taking a sip off his water causing both Tae and i to laugh at him.

"Like I said great chemistry." Minho states.

"I remember everyone on set talking about how good the two of them were at this scene. They made it so realistic as possible and also made it raw." Tae explained.

"I think its just a very professional when two people can act such a scene out like this and not laugh. It's also like very.... Cringy. Watching yourself like... wow. You know when watching it at home... it seems like it's just us there right? No. Behind the scenes, there's like 34 people in the room watching you act." I say getting a reaction out of the producers.

Episode 16, time stamp {Last Episode 59:03}

There was the scene where i was walking down the isle and getting married, everyone smiling as the frame shot the beautiful dress showing off my curves, as i approached the alter.

The screen pauses not to give away who I got married to in the end after all. "That scene would've been my favorite if it wasn't so hot." Tae states, and Minho and I agree almost immediately.

"I think it was like 98° in Korea that day. It was so hot... and we had to keep reshooting to make sure the shot was perfect." I say.

Moments later we finally was able to end in the interview.

"That was it you guys! Thank you so much for watching today's video. Do not forget to subscribe to Netflix's YouTube channel for amazing content." I say reading the que cards.

"You know how we feel about the show, now its your turn. Feel free to upload your thoughts to twitter using the hashtag, #crush2021." Tae says.

-

After doing promotional shoots, it was finally times for me to rehearse for the MAMA's which was in 4 day. While i was doing that the boys were giving some vacation time, which was good for them knowing how for the past couple of months all they did was work work work.

I slowly slid across the floor as the music started, hitting each beat. I turned so my stomach was laying on the ground, before pulling myself up by arching my back.

I look at myself in the mirror with my back up dancers behind me, the sensual sounds played before my pre vocals started, "I'm ready to pull up on you." I sang in the mic that echo the dance studio.

I laid out awaiting the two male dancers who approached both my sides, "I'm ready to do what i do, baby what you wanna do." I say raising my hand, allowing one to pull m up from the ground as the other held my waist, gripping it as if we were in a sexual position.

"Shoot your shoot cause I'm bulletproof, load it up and do do do." I say as the sneakers succeed the studio floor, which happened to be my favorite part of rehearsing for shows.

"This type of shit have you wilding, last minute trips to the island, DRIP DRIP DRIP when you slide in. " I sang dancing along.

"I wanna get wild, take me for a ride boy, show me your wild side boy, i know its been a while boy, i wanna get wild."

I watch the male dancer slid underneath and between my legs, I squat, hovering him, before bouncing up and down like Janet Jackson did on tour.

I move from over him, before leaning back on other dancer. We stopped by cardi's verse unsure what Cheri to do for that because I wasn't sure if she was going to perform especially with her just giving birth and what not.

I breathe heavily wiping my sweat with a towel, offering the dancer closest to me a water bottle, "good job you guys!" I say before applauding and thanking my dancers who smiled.

"Y'all that was dope!" A voice says causing all of to turn and see Paris who waved while approaching me, I smile trying to catch my breath.

"That part where your bouncing over Troy is hot." She says hading me water. I smile, before catching my breath, "i want the debut performance of this song to be sexy, like really sexy." I tell her.

"How sexy? Ciara and Britney sexy?" She asks and i smirk, "Janet." I state.

"Not miss nasty herself. I''ll see what i can come up with in the next hour or so, you got any ideas for cardi's verse?" She asks.

"Call me insane, but i was thinking that there'd be a pause... like after the inhale and exhale, i want to be dancing in water with red lights." I explain.

She nods, "I'll hit you up and show you what i came up with later." She explains before walking out the door. I fianlly was able to go home after a long day.

I said goodbye to my dancers before grabbing my things and walking out the dance practice room. I wiped my face with my towel before pulling out my phone to respond to a text.

RM: "Dinners on me. Steak or Chicken?"

I smile approaching the elevator, pressing the button waiting for it to arrive while I quickly responded to a text.

Me: "Are you on the menu?"

I smirked knowing he was going to eat that up, before pressing send. The doors open and before I could walk inside footsteps walk out.

"Oh..."

"hey." I say greeting two of the members from Enhypen. The two of them stood taller then me, "hey noona." Jake says causally.

"Hello Jake. Didn't you practice start over twenty minutes ago?" I ask them knowing that the others were already in the dance studio.

"Traffic was horrible." Jay explain.

"Well, I won't tell anyone that I saw you... so hurry up before someone else does. Don't want Si-Hyuk to find out." I tell them and they thank me before rushing off to the practice.

I enter the elevator heading down to the lobby, moments later the doors open, I respond to the games night group chat as I walk out and exit the entrance.

"Jin, I don't know why you always plan this when your the main one who loses."

I chuckled at myself before hitting send, I look up to see Namjoon leading against his car in the carpool lane.

I smiled sliding my phone in my back pocket before walking towards him, "w-what are you doing here?" I ask him in confusion.