It's a feeling difficult to put in words

The feeling of wanting to be in control

When you trust what you see, even

Though you can't because of your belief

There's no one who's spared from the

Evil of betrayal, loss or seperation

Letting it taint our pure souls without

Knowing, that it create karma to heal the open wounds beneath

It's not only me with trust issues

It's not only me hallucinating a while

It's not only me hurting, but

Only I can heal the wounds I never caused myself

Always in survival mode, the stress

Heightening the epinephrine levels

Make impulsive brute actions out of

Instincts and painful memories, when it's a lie

When you feel that something is fishy

About everyone, it's just your mind

Playing in you a thousand records of

Painful experiences, making toxic to lose what you have now

Deal is simple, heal what you left with

Purge the triggers and have faith

For if you always live in the darkness

Of doubt and indecision, never will you free away

Your grateful author,

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