Do you remember the way I couldn't

Be at ease, to see you away from my

view?

Do you still have that memory of me

Panicking, cause I didn't hear you in a

day?

Yes, it's true- you away is another

Trigger to make insane, instilling that

fear

Yes, I feel like an addict who can't

Survive without a drug like you, my

sin

I've had almost everyone leaving me

For reasons I'd never do the same, but why?

I am struggling to fight my mind, yell

That you're not the mirage fooling again

I'm learning to believe, that our bond

Is intact, from the illusion of distance and time

I'm still holding onto my blunt scars

Of abandoning myself like everyone, guilty

I want you to know, I'm trying, I'm

Here to know there are reasons we are away

And that's okay because our faith will

Never shatter the love we share with us

Now I enjoy my company in peace,

Knowing we'll come back at our own time

I understand that us not talking ain't

Abandonment, so I stop clutching you too hard

I love myself unconditionally, like you

I make myself a priority, just as you would

Still if I worry too much, wondering

About you, please show up out of the blue

And I'll forget my worries into the blue....

Your grateful author,

かな恵ー