dear jimin,

are you happy? have you ate? i feel so bad for becoming sick and not being able to take care of you. i saved some money from my old job for you, just in case you need it, and i hope you're healthier than i am! thank you for visiting me the other day. you're so handsome and i can't believe we are related. your skin is so flawless and you have so much hair! also, thank you for the beautiful carnations. they're so pretty and they smell so nice! i can't believe you still remember my favorite type of flower. you're such a good brother, jimin.

but now i have some advice for you; ! i know him, jimin. i know you probably won't believe me, but i was in love once, and it was with him. he may seem charming and perfect in the beginning, but he's a monster! you may notice he's leaves sometimes, right? yoongi's always out at night clubs where he picks up girls to sleep with. he flirts, buys them drinks, and tricks these stupid girls into having sex with them(just for fun) he doesn't care if he's in any relationships, he will balance all of them at different times and places. things will get violent and bloody if you don't listen to me right now. are you living at his house right now? (i'm assuming you are, since i'm sending this letter to his address) in that case, before your heart is broken. please jimin, do this for both you and i. i'm sorry for just telling you this now, but i've never even told anyone about him and i. you're so precious and i know you're also very sensitive, and you should be very cautious of your feelings and who you hang out with. i love you so much and i need you to be safe because i'm not there to protect you anymore. the doctor is trying to pull out my tumor, but told me i don't have much time to live. this will probably be the last time you'll ever hear from me, but just know i'm always watching you from above, alright? i'll miss you, jimin.

i'm sorry.

love always,

park chaeyeon