Peep

"Silvi" I said weakily reaching out. It was late at night maybe 2 am. What happened. I blacked out and I don't remember what else.

"Gus..Gus you're awake" she hugged me which hurt but also made me feel like less of a dick.

"I'm s-sorry. I don't want to hurt you anymore. From now on, I'll keep control of my emotions"

"No no Gus that's why I love you. Because you're not afraid to show people how you feel"

I smiled but not really because it hurt.

I just wanted silvi in my arms.

Her body against mine.

I pulled her into my arms just like I wanted and she dug her head into my chest.

"Gus"

"Hm babygirl"

"Promise me no matter what, you won't end it"

"I promise"

"Good"

Little did I know, I was a diss appointment from birth to death. Gustav Ahr the biggest fuck up of the century.

I still haven't told silvi about tour. Which was in 1 week. And I have a bad feeling about this one. I just have those bad vibes.

Maybe I'll call sza for help.

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