She didn't know if she was halucinating or what but she definitely saw the same red eyes that she saw before when she was at the airport. She knew exactly who those eyes belong to. Only one family has it. The only person who could make her crumble down to her knees. The only person who could mess up with her feelings. The one who breaks her heart.

She didn't know if she still loves him. But from what she knew , she hates him. Her heart clenched when she saw him. The flashbacks came running down on her like a wave.

When the concert was done , she thanked all the staffs and hurried back to her hotel to rest. She tried hard to restrain all the tears when meeting all the staffs. On her way home , her vision was blurry. Fortunately , Jae Ho was the one who drives or else she would probably got into a car accident.

She hates the fact that he could effect her this much. She had already promised herself not to fall in love with anyone until she retire from singing, which won't happen in a few years time. She was scared to love again. She thought of boys as a creatures that will never be able to be tamed fully. Just one glance off them and they will look at someone else.

Mikan stared at the walls of her bedroom with an empty gaze. She hugged her legs and curled up into a ball. She leaned into the wall and sighed a deep sigh. She hates this feeling. Why must she feel this? Why can't Natsume just go away from her life. Why can't they have a nice simple life?

Ting Tong

The bell rang.

She stood up and turned around. She opens the door after she wiped all the remaining tear stains on her cheek.

Click.

His heart was going haywire. Just by seeing her. He missed her. After all those years of waiting her, she was finally here, in front of him. But he felt like she was out of his reach. Like she was in a different world. A world higher than his.

After the concert was over, he quickly goes to the backstage, looking for his brunette. But she was nowhere to be found. He tried to ask the staff, they said that she has already gone home. He was frustrated. She was clearly avoiding him.

He walked back to the parking lot when he saw a brunette pass by him with a man by her side. She was smiling at the man beside her. Seeing this makes Natsume want to beat the man beside her. She can only smile for him and only him.

He quickly followed them with his car trailing slowly behind them. He need to know who that man is. He couldn't possibly be her boyfriend. No way. He never heard anything about a 'boyfriend' from Imai. Imai wouldn't miss an important info like this.

They finally made a stop and Mikan gets out of the car. She waved goodbye at the man insid the car and she turned around to face the entrance of the hotel and went in. Natsume quickly went in and bought a room so he could chase her.

Unfortunately, the receptionist kept him waiting for 15 minutes. He ran inside after grabbing his key card from the receptionist. He quickly looked around, trying to see if he could still chase after her.

He caught a glimpse of her back right after she took a turn to the right. He ran after her and when he was right behind her, he walked slowly, making soft sounds. He grabbed her shoulder.

"Mikan?"

The brunette turned around, but he was faced with.. an ugly looking woman. He sighed and apologized to the woman. He walked towards the receptionist and asked for Mikan. She told him her room number and told him where the room is.

He thanked the receptionist and quickly go to her room. Wanting to fix things up. He couldn't stand a life without her. He definitely can't. It was like a fish living without water. Well, except for the dying part.

2711

The number written on top of the golden sign in front of him.

His heart was beating so fast, it felt like it will explode any minute now.

He was sweating heavily at the pressure building inside him.

What was he going to say?

'I miss you'

'I'm sorry'

'Please'

'I love you'

Natsume rang the bell. Expecting the brunette to open the door.

Click.

"Yes? Who is it?"

The ugly looking woman from before showed up. His heart came crushing down. The anticipation building inside him was torn apart. He sighed and told the woman that he got the wrong room.

"Yes? Who is it?"

Mikan heard when she was opening the door. Suzy was there, smiling at Mikan like an idiot. Mikan smiled and tell her to step inside. She caught a glimpse of raven hair when she looked at the room down the hallway.

She felt like she knew those raven hair. But she shrugged the feelings off and stepped inside.