"And they say love hurt if nobody been loved I'm tryna be loved first..."

Being a better person meant so much more to Amour then just the title. Being a better person to Amour was changing her life around for the better. She didn't want to have to look over her shoulder her whole life thinking that people families is coming to kill her for revenge. Or she didn't want to look over shoulder driving thinking that she fixing to get pulled over for having illegal drugs in her trunk. She simply just didn't want to do it for the rest of her life.

Amour was a different breed from a lot of people. She had a good heart, but the people around her influenced her to doing things that nobody should be doing. Her parents, Ezekiel and Amina influenced Amour to thinking that the street life was ok.

Her parents still to this day try to make it seem like the street life is ok and that there's no other option. Amour first mission was something she wanted to do , of course she choose to do it but her parents made her think it was normal. When she first started doing missions she was doing her parents dirty work , she tended to always seek for their approval.

Amour wanted a better relationship with her parents but she knew dealing with her parents was like dealing with the devil.

Amour never let anybody in her life as quick as she did with Santana in her eyes Santana was different. But somehow they could relate to each other in a lot of ways.

Amour couldn't lie what Santana said to her kinda hurt. Imagine being with somebody for a whole month, twenty-four seven y'all was with each other could you just walk away that easy? Even though y'all had days were y'all only said two words to each other but that still beat out the days were y'all talked about y'all dreams, goals and sometimes y'all told each other y'all deepest secrets.

Even though Amour cared about Santana she didn't want to feel like she's begging for the friendship hell in her opinion he needed her she don't need him but in reality they needed each other both were broken from their past but they could use each other to fix their selves in a way only they could understand. If only the knew what they could do for each other.

Dayza sat at the table inside of the restaurant waiting for Tahj, she told him to be here thirty minutes ago.She started to get out the booth thinking that she was making a mistake as soon as she walked to the door in walk Tahj.

"Was you finna leave" he asked walking inside

"just come on I got places to be" she said sliding into the booth.

"My bad shordy I got caught up at the shop why you got that mug on yo face you needa fix that you look ugly" Tahj said sitting down laughing "you miss me"

"No we needa talk" she said dryly

"What's on yo mind"he asked looking at menu

"I don't know how to put it but I-I'm"

"Folk spit that shit out you pregnant" Dayza didn't reply "oh shit you pregnant for real"

Dayza started tearing up "yes Tahj I'm pregnant"

"That's cool and all but is the baby even mine though no disrespect but you be doing yo thing" he paused "I heard what happened to yo ole dip and I'm just not tryna take care of a baby that ain't mines"

"If you want a dna test we can do that" she paused "but if you ain't tryna be a father let me know that shit now cause we don't ever got to talk again"

"Shut the fuck up if the baby mine ima do what I gotta do how many days to he born"

"I don't know how many days but I do know that I'm four months pregnant and we don't know the gender yet so don't say he"

"Well we needa get that DNA test fast cause if the baby mines I wanna be there every step of the way" Tahj said being serious.

Dayza nodded her head she understood why he would want a DNA test but part of her hoped he wasn't the father, but part of her wanted him to be.

"Another thing can we keep this between us for now" Dayza asked

"Why" Tahj asked he just found out that he was probably fixing to have a baby he wanted to make his baby mama straight so you know they hate post.

"Because I just need time I'm going through some shit right now and I ain't ready to tell nobody"

"Well I wanna tell my folks so you needa hurry up-"

"Well you need to wait, first and foremost we don't even know your for sure the father" she paused this was stressing her out more than what she wanted it to "just please respect my decision for now you gone be able to tell your people soon, hell I haven't even told nobody but Nuni"

Tahj nodded trying understand were she was coming from, "alright but just hurry ain't nobody tryna hide they kid"

Tahj wanted to tell the world while Dayza on the other hand wanted to keep her baby to herself. But could you blame him? It was his first born.

"I'll let you know when the appointment is for the DNA test" Dayza said getting up leaving Tahj at the table.

Dayza walked into Amour condo seeing Imani and Amour sitting on the couch "hey how did it go with Tahj" Imani asked

"It was cool we getting a DNA test in a few days" Dayza said sitting on the couch.

"That's good" Amour said Dayza looked at Amour and if she was being completely honest Amour looked dead. She didn't have her lashes done, all her nails were broke expect for two, her skin was pale, and her eyes were puffy.

Amour jumped up from her seat and quickly ran to the restroom throwing up everything she had for lunch , she brushed her teeth and walked back into the living room with Dayza and Imani getting glares from them both.

"How long you been throwing up" Imani asked scrolling on her computer.

"A few days I think I got a stomach virus" Amour said sitting down

Dayza nodded "Mhm let me ask you this you be fucking"

"Oooo" Imani dragged smiling "you and Santana be fucking"

Amour stood there and disbelief hoping that she wasn't pregnant, she felt like she was nowhere near ready to be a parent. "Uh-um yeah we did it a few times" Amour said nervously on the verge of crying.

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"Amour" Santana said

"Wassup"

"I need you..."

Amour and Santana lips crashed together, the sloppy kiss slowly turned to a passionate kiss. The two started undressing each other Santana picked up Amour carrying her to the bedroom.

As they took each other clothes off it seemed as if they problems came off with them. During this moment it felt like the world had stopped there was no care in the world, they wasn't thinking about tomorrow or their next mission. They was living in the moment...

The two needed this more than ever, the need to feel something other than pain for once. Santana took his time placing kisses all over Amour body making her let out soft moans.

Santana pulled Amour panties off admiring her wet and freshly waxed vagina, he spread opened Amours legs sticking two fingers inside of her making her gasp. Amour done received head from a few people but the difference between them and Santana is Santana know what the hell he was doing.

Amour tried to push Santana back making him pull her to the end of the bed. Santana put his tip at Amour entrance "Wait" Amour said putting her hand on his stomach "I never did this before" she mumbled

"Just trust me" Santana said slowly pushing inside of Amour

"Wait that's too much" Amour said

"I ain't even put it in yet chill" Santana said sliding more in

"Okay can we go a little slower" she mumbled as a tear rolled from her eyes

"We can stop" Amour quickly shook her head no"just relax I got you" he said going slower Amour winced in pain but slowly the pain stopped hurting and soon turned into pleasure.

Amour gripped the sheets trying not to moan. "Fuck" Santana mumbled from Amour wetness.

"I'm fixing to cum" Amour said trying to push Santana off the crook of her neck, he slapped her hands going deeper inside of her.

"Release that shit-" before Santana could finish his sentence Amour came all over making Santana releasing inside of her.

Amour climbed on top of Santana, the two stared into each other eyes. Amour started kissing Santana sucking on his bottom lips making the two start round two.

The two went five rounds this night. Amour climaxed a total of nine times this night. Every night after this night the two seemed to crave each other even more and some nights it wasn't always about sex. But they loved the feeling of feeling good.

The next morning Amour woke up in a empty bed she winced in pain walking to the bedroom. Amour thought about the night she had, it was something she never did before but it was something she wanted to do again and again.

She walked back into the room noticing the hundred dollar bill and a note on the dresser. The note read "Had to go handle some shit here a dollar you might need a plan B gang"

Amour smiled at the note and grab her keys to head to go get a plan B , she was definitely team fuck and abort them kids.