friday

12:31 am

this is a recap and reflection on my day yesterday. my family and i are driving home from san fran

i woke up earlier than everyone and fucking pissed myself again as i have everyday in san fran, so i changed and since i was hungry i went to the other room and drank like half of my energy drink (bang, rainbow unicorn flavor). ive been so bored lately and ive been interested in vaping and just do in stupid reckless shit for the fucking fun of it. i got even more tempted when some friends mentioned it and just how the bang drink tasted like his vape juice lol and i was like word wtf vape tastes this good?? so yes i wanted to vape lmao. so while everyone was sleeping still i just lookedup shit about vapes and bought myself some well rated and recommended vape kit and e juice. by the time everyone was awake i had just bought it, practically had all my stuff packed and was just walking around bothering everyone out of boredom.

car ride was long and normal very uneventful really, i spent like 4 bucks on candy bc i have the worst sweet tooth so i got those super long 3 lasting lollipops for two dollars and a juicy drop pop for like a dollar something hehe me=poor health n also just poor

vape stuff costed 49 something and now i want to buy more stuff n accessories for it but i know i should wait but fuuuc im excited

i made a couple of yeets on my thighs with my new sliceys bc i pretty much have 400 and not 100 bc i yeet all my yeeters in half and in half again.

im kinda sad rn no full reason or reason at all why :( im going broke like actually now

also ive been skipping taking my meds which reddit has told me will made me land in inpatient again but i hate being dependent on them uhh oops

i very much do not recommend at all to copy whatever dumb shit i decide to do