"If your heart feels light, you will be happy. If your heart feels heavy, you will still be very happy to bear it. You will always have a tickling feeling inside your heart and the cause and cure is the same thing." Everyone sighed as I expressed my deep views to them.

Piper, who is standing beside me sighed without a smile on her face which I didn't like. She just came back from her moon with her Theo few days ago. She should be happy and jumping all the while but the only thing I can find on her face is a frown.

Did she have a fight with Theo? No! She said she is somehow very disappointed and frustrated at me.

I didn't even do anything and she expressed her deep disapproval towards me suddenly.

I looked at thousands of men standing before us in a polite posture listening to my speech. It's Piper's Mafia Coronation day and she is sulking deeply at me for the reason only she knows.

"That is the same thing I said yesterday to you." Piper whispered as the ugly wrinkled frown deepened.

"I know, you said my heart should nonetheless feel happy if it is light or heavy whenever I'm with Alcohol. I'm just trying to understand the concept of loving him through the feeling of skydiving. I feel the same way you said when I fall from the sky and fly to reach the ground." I whispered back, handling the schedule and catalog for their training to each of them.

Just like how Theo and Jack are training under me, I want the Italian mafia men to train well but I divided them into two groups. One under Theo and the other under Jack.

I train Jack and Theo and they train the rest of them under my surveillance. If I have enough time, then I would've trained all of them myself but with university, studies, loving Alcohol and other miscellaneous things, I hardly have time to spend on training thousands.

Not to forget, I'm also working on Sergio's new start-up.

"Bambi, listen to me and listen well, Alcohol loves you so much. He always listens to you, cares for you, takes care of you and just adores you blindly with no good reason. You are indeed very lucky to have a man like that in your life. You should do something to return back those feeling to him." Piper held my hands and said in a tone and manner that mama uses on me always.

I know Alcohol is a great man but I'm still confused on how to return back his feelings.

The feeling I get from skydiving, it lasts only until I land back on the land. Once my feet touch the ground, the feeling of delight and tickling in my heart slowly disappears.

But Piper, Mama and Papa says that I should have the same feeling of thrill and joy constantly for eighty more years without a break.

How the luck can I hold the feeling for eighty years constantly?

There should be some way to help me understand about Alcohol and certain emotions I can gather up for him for a long period.

There should be some way!

After handing over the Italian gang to Piper and announcing her as the new leader, pretty much all the members immediately accepted her with open arms.

Now that it is done, I have to go and meet Alcohol for a date he arranged for us. He said going out together will help build our relationship so I agreed as I decided to take him as my husband in the future whatsoever.

I saw Alcohol standing in front of my apartment building and I thought of the words that Piper said to me.

My heart feels light right now and I'm happy but it is because I finally handed over what belong to Piper to her.

Whenever I see Alcohol, I don't feel light or heavy heart. My heart seems just normal and routine.

I hopped and jumped hard to feel the pounding of my heart. I can't go to him with a normal heartbeat. Piper said I need to have at least double heartbeat whenever he smiles at me.

Alcohol always smiles at me and I can't neglect my duty towards him so I have to get my heart racing before I go to him.

"Little Fae, what are you doing?" I heard Alcohol ask me while I was jumping to myself behind a huge car.

I stopped jumping and heaved loudly as I tried to speak out. "Piper said I should have a racing heart whenever I'm with you. So I'm racing my heart." I told him as I inhaled and exhaled air loudly.

I took his hand into mine and placed it on my heart to show him that my heart is racing well. Alcohol laughed out loud and pinched my cheeks calling me adorable.

"This is not what she meant. I will tell you how to race your heart beat without jumping." He said holding me tightly by my waist.

He slowly leaned towards me and swallowed my upper lip into his mouth. If my lips are not properly attached to my face, then I would definitely think that he has an intention to tear them and eat them.

That is that, what I did not expect is, he is right.

I do feel the rise in my calming heart beat. I didn't even jump or ran but my heart is racing. All he had to do is play lollipop with my lips.

Wow! He is Alcohol indeed.

He is capable of many things. I know I chose a right person but since Alcohol is much more capable than I thought, he is just perfect to be my future husband.

"Do you feel it? The race in your heart." He asked softly and he lollipopped with my lips again before I answer him.

Goodness! Why do I feel weird in my stomach?

"I – there must be a bug in my stomach. It feels weird." I said with a croaked voice. Alcohol smiled at me and my racing heart calmed back to its normal frequency again.

There is something wrong here. Piper said his smile will increase heartbeat. But I feel the beat return to normal as soon as he smiles at me.

Weird!

Am I creating a new generation of feelings?

Is a normal heartbeat a trend these days?

Seemingly, I cannot do anything outdated. I like to be up to date with the trend so I guess it is alright to have a healthy beating heart.

"Come on now, I want to take you to a special place." Alcohol held my hand and took me to the car that Oldie provided him as an employee benefit.

I'm still thinking about different things to do with Alcohol so I can know more about him. Papa said that I should know and understand Alcohol more so we can live happily in a harmonious relationship.

Mama told me to listen to him well and think everything from his point of view too so that we don't fight often.

But we don't fight at all!

I did not have a fight with anyone till now!

I'm always a pigeon of peace wherever I go. A shrink once said there may be a disastrous chaos going on but if I go there, it will turn a peaceful place again.

We stopped near a huge building that looked old and decayed from outside. The area where the building is is not in the city anymore. The building is surrounded by wastelands and there is no one around.

Wait... is this the building from the times of early man?

Am I in a humanatic monument?

He took my hand again and took me inside while I adored the surroundings and stored the images in my eye.

The inside is dark and mysterious which immediately pushed a thrilling feeling inside me. I love to be in dark places and if it is coupled with mystery, then it is a lemon on the top.

I don't know why people fear dark. It is soothing, though!

It gives me a sense of peace when I'm in a dark unknown place. I find an undefined sense of serenity when I'm in the embrace of dark and danger.

Alcohol continued to take to the several rooms that in the basement of the building and opened a door where a man is bruised and tied to a long pole.

"I don't want you to be unaware of my life and lifestyle, little Fae. I want you to know everything about me. I don't want to keep any secret from you so here, this place is secret dungeons where we keep our prisoners for different reason and torture them." He said as he wrapped a hand around my shoulder and held me tightly to him.

I immediately shook away from him and looked around the room keenly.

Dungeons?

They keep their prisoners here?

And they torture them?

Oh my God!

They torture them?!

Oh no! No, no! This can't be happening. This isn't true!