𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐓𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧

❝I CAN'T UNPACK THE BAGGAGE YOU LEFT.❞

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[no silent readers pls 🥺]

were slowly moving together. She felt like each day went as quickly as it came, only going through the motions.

was terrible, she felt terrible. She hadn't left her bed missing school and blaming it on a sickness she didn't have. Her mother and father were out of town, they had no clue– they were clueless like always. Stuck in the bubble of perfection that they made from the moment Mia was born.

was the same but even worse. She wanted everything to stop. She hated the feelings that she was going through, she felt horrible and just wanted to be happy. Like how she was with Fez. He still hasn't texted her or even tried to see if she was okay. It was real, she had hoped she was having a nightmare.

she decided to get up and get ready to go to school, her phone was blowing up from her ASB teacher about how they needed her and blah blah blah. She could care less about school, what was the fucking point of it all. Her parents were disgustingly rich and would take care of her if things didn't go Mia's way so why even try?

So there Mia was sitting in a class she could give two less fucks about her outfit which looked horrendous and her eye bags which showed the lack of sleep she was receiving.

"You look like shit." Brandon said sliding into the seat next to Mia.

Mia rolled her eyes, "Thanks."

"What's wrong?" He asked wondering why the girl who always looked like she was walking the runway looked like she was taking a stroll through the homeless district.

"I feel like shit."

Brandon nodded, he had an idea but remembered that Mia had a boyfriend.

And just like if Mia was reading his mind,"Do you have anything?" Mia asked.

Brandon furrowed his eyebrows. "What do you mean?"

Mia smirked trying to get the boy who was obsessed with her to give her some shit that would make her forget everything, "You know what I mean."

"You got a man and I know he's about his shit so no. I don't have anything." Brandon responded.

Mia felt her heart break a little more at the thought of Fez, she needed something to numb the pain. "I'm not with him anymore. Please B, I know you have something."

Brandon looked at the girl, even if she looked like she had just rolled out of bed she was still the prettiest girl at their school and being pretty had its privileges.

After that everything went south, she spent the next day missing school with Brandon at her house. They had gotten ahold of possibly every house drug that they could find, from weed to ecstasy to anything that could numb her from the aching feeling. She couldn't feel anything just the warmth of the drugs taking over her body. She was surprised that she wasn't dead.

Mia's favorite was molly, it made her feel happy and warm and like she could do anything. Which made her want to do everything and boy did Brandon and Mia do EVERYTHING.

On Friday Mia and Brandon decided to go to school, well Brandon made Mia go to school. The two had spent the day that they missed fucking, like nonstop. The two were like bunnies and the molly only enhanced everything.

Brandon had came down from his high as for Mia, she hadn't given her body a break not wanting to face reality and the wave of sadness that would come with the come down.

"C'mon Mia, we're going to be late." Brandon said as he sat on her bed waiting for the girl to finish her mascara.

"Are you sure you want to go? We can just stay here." Mia smirked climbing onto the boys lap grinding into his crotch. "We can stay here forever baby." she whispered into his ear.

Brandon looked into Mia's dilated eyes, she had taken another one. "No Mia, let's go and you need to stop taking the pills."

"You're so boring." Mia groaned walking back to the mirror. She looked back at herself, she didn't know who she was, she was high out of her mind and it was like she was staring at someone else. She moved away from the mirror before any other thoughts could form in her brain.

"Are you still going with me tomorrow?" Mia asked as they drove to school, referring to the winter formal.

Brandon grabbed Mia's hand, giving it a kiss. "Of course, I asked you right?"

"I don't remember to be honest." Mia laughed.

"No more. Please." Brandon parked his car and looked into Mia's eyes. She was obviously hurting and he hated himself for giving into her and her needs. He didn't want her to only want to be with him if she was on something. He wanted her to feel the same way sober.

Mia looked into Brandon's caring eyes, "Okay, but only because my mom and dad are coming home tonight" She leaned over the console to give him a kiss.

She hadn't done anything and was coming down, she wasn't planning on actually getting sober she just said that so Brandon could get off her dick. It was the end of the day and she needed something to get through the decorating she had to do with people she did not even care about.

Mia opened up her backpack searching for the bag of little white pills. They were nowhere to found and she was freaking the fuck out, she needed them bad so she walked out to the parking lot to check and see if they fell out in Brandon's car if he was even still at school.

Luckily for Mia he was. He was putting his football equipment in the back of his car as Mia searched the floor of his car like a crazy person.

"Mia what the fuck?" Brandon asked confused as he witnessed Mia practically throwing everything out if his car.

"Where the fuck are my pills?!" She turned around yelling at him.

"Mia. Stop." Brandon pulled her back from his car.

"No! Where the fuck are they? Where are my fucking pills Brandon?" Mia yelled trying to hit at Brandon.

He caught at Mia's hand holding her against him, "Stop! I need them!" Mia yelled her voice cracking against his chest.

"No you don't Mia. You want to forget, you're broken but this isn't the way to fix yourself." Brandon held Mia who was now sobbing.

"I- I can't do-do this, I w- wi-wish I never met him." Mia hiccuped through her cries.

"It's okay Mia, everything will be okay. I'm here." Brandon rubbed at her head.

"No you won't. You all leave. You use me and then you leave." Mia whispered.

"I won't baby. I'm sorry for what happened but I'm here now." Brandon whispered into her hair.

Mia let her mind accept everything that Brandon was saying, only her mind was pretending that Brandon was Fez and that was the only way she could calm down.

She needed to accept the love that she was getting from Brandon, she needed to move on and forget about Fez because she knew if she didn't everything would only get worse and she couldn't deal with the level of hurt she was going through. She just wanted things to go back to before she fell in love with Fez.

It was also time to forgive and forget if she wanted things to really go back and Mia really did– enough to forgive Maddy and move on.

this was so bad?? i'm sorry but i don't really know what is going through your mind when you do drugs but i did some research and molly makes you happy so i made her drug of choice molly lol.. also brandon is played by jack gilinsky! only one more chapter left and the epilogue 🥺 it's been fun guys. also everything was kind of mushed together to illustrate how mia was feeling how her days just mashed together and she was lost kinda why this chapter might be confusing it was for effect kinda like a druggy haze? if that makes sense lmao

mia & brandon ! s/o kartrashians this is her edit!