There was a big scene happening in the kitchen. But I didn't see it well because My vision wasn't that straight. It was with that new girl.

"By the way I'm Jules I just moved here." She says before walking out. I let out a chuckle as I see rue walking away chasing her.

"Rue!" I yell. She turns around a grabs my arm.

"Hey are you okay?" I shout to the girl as we reach outside.

"Uh, Yea. It's fine." she puts a strand of hair behind her ear. Rue and Jules had a mini conversation as I couldn't get my mind off of Fez. The way he was looking at me tonight. Made my stomach tickle.

"I'm rue, and this is destiny." Rue points to me.

"Hi." I wave.

"I'm Jules."

"Where are you headed to?" Rue asks.

"Home." Jules replied.

"Can we come?" I ask her. She slowly nods. There was not enough room on her bike so I took mine since I rode it here anyways.

Jules shushed us as we walked into her house. We snuck up to her room and all laid on her bed. Rue being in the middle.

"I have an idea." Rue pipes up.

"What?" Jules asks.

"You guys wanna get high?" I smirked at rues words. Was that even a question.

"Hell Yea." I say as rue takes out the pills. We all took one and I can say we all were fucked up. Or 'happy' I started blabbing things out.

"What is it?" Jules ask. Me and rue shrug our shoulders.

"Didn't you guys just get out of rehab? Should I be worried."

"Maybe." I laugh.

"Guys I really like fez." I lay down on the bed.

"Who's Fez?" Jules asks.

"Our drug dealer." Rue laughs.

"Tell him how you feel." Jules looks at me.

"I cant, I don't think he sees me as the same way. I don't wanna fuck up our friendship." I sigh.

"Take some heavy shit and you won't know what you are saying." Rue shrugs her shoulders.

"True." I say looking at the ceiling. But I knew I wasn't gonna do that.

"What's wrong?" Jules asks rue. I knew they were gonna be something one day. Look how cute they were.

"Just happy." Rue said she didn't feel anything. As in the drugs. To be honest I didn't either.

School the next day wasn't really that great. I tried to act normal but the stares from some people. I pulled out my phone and texted Fez.

Hey

I slid my phone back into my pocket. I felt like shit and tired. I walk into the girls bathroom and go into one of that stalls and take a pill out of my sock. I smash it on the plastic getting ready to stiff it. There was a knock on the door. Scaring the shit out of me. I scrambled and flushed the powder.

"Uh yeah?"

"Are you okay?" It was Kat. We were friends once. But when I started the drug thing we kinda drifted.

"Gd dammit kat!" I yell at her.

"What?"

"You just made me flush all my shit down the toilet. I cant get that back!" I yell almost starting to cry.

"I needed that." I add running my hands through my hair.

"Drugs? You just came out of rehab!" Kat says.

"Yeah well. Don't you have a sex tape to worry about .." I trail off. I walk pass her and out of the bathroom. I checked my phone and no message from Fez. I sigh sliding it back into my pocket.

Me and rue was at fez's apartment. I desperately needed drugs and so did she. I needed to get high. Rue bans on the door and ashtray answers.

"Open the door!" Rue yells.

"What do you guys want?"

"To open the fucking door!" Rue continues.

"Yo who is it man?" Destiny heard fez's voice and it made her stomach flip.

"Rue and destiny."

"No bro. Tell them to come back later."

"Yo!" Destiny smiles walking inside.

"To late bitch." Rue says as we walk into the living room.

"You guys can't be here right now." Fez gets up fast.

"I see you cash money" I point to his money.

"Nah nah." Get gets up and grabs me. He tries to point us to the door but rue walks pass him.

"Yo we just need some OCs and some socks."

"I cant help you right now. You guys gotta go." Fez says. I raise an eyebrow at him.

"Why are you trying to get rid of us?" I cross my arms.

"I'm not- I am. There just some thing happening and I don't want you guys here for it. Especially you." He looks at me when he said the last part. I nod. But rue still scrambled through the house.

"YO rue for real. You guys have to go."

"Destiny." Rue pulls me to look through the house.

"Guys I'm not fucking playing with y'all!" Fez yells.

"Come on." I chuckle at Fez. He rolls his eyes.

"You can't be here." He says again. Rue looks through his stuff.

"Look were drenched. And uh out of OCs." I sigh.

"For real?"

"And some Xannies." Rue adds and i nod.

"That's all we need and we will be gone." I smile.

"Yo im trying to tell you. I don't have shit right now!" He groans. "Like come back in in a couple of hours and I got whatever you guys need. But right now I need y'all to get the fuck outta my house." He points to the door. Me and rue sat on his bed. I look cross him and seen a old lady hooked up to some wires. I made a soft face looking at Fez so gave me a stern one back.

"I know you have something." Rue gets up and goes back to the living room.

"I'm just telling y'all. I don't have shit for y'all. Destiny rue come on." He pleads. What's so bad he wants us gone? We sit on the couch and look at him.

"I don't want you guys here when he gets here. Do you understand." He says.

"Give us drugs." Rue sighs. Fez phone buzzes and he looks at us again.

"Come on guys, Destiny." He says looking at me. His phone kept buzzing.

"I could fucking kill y'all right now." He glares at us.

"Yo ash they here." Fez calls to his brother. Fez cocks a gun that was between me and rue. Putting it back in.

"What the fuck." I mumble.

"Look I'm serious guys. Just stay right here and keep y'all mouths shut. Cool?" Fez asks and i nod my head. Not gonna lie. I got pretty fucking scared here. "These dudes ain't fucking around." Fez finishes. I cross my arms. Two men walked in. They looked scary as hell.

"So this your little bitch?" He says looking at rue.

"Nah bro. She's like my little sister."

"What about her?" Mouse points to me. He moves to where he is sitting next to me.

"Nah." He pauses at first but then responds. My stomach dropped at his words.

"Well hello there beauties." He smirks stroking my hair. Mouse tells Fez what drugs are on the table.

"My name is mouse pleasure to meet y'all." He continues to smirk. I close my eyes shut tight then open them to see Fez looking at me. He was tense. I wanted to run to him to be honest.

"Sure you don't want no Fentanyl?"

"Nah, man, I'm cool off that shit.

There's too many ODs, and I don't want the heat."

"How about you, beauties? You ever try Fentanyl?" Mouse looks st me and rue. I don't answer. But rue does.

"No."

"What about you?" Mouse says playing with my hair.

"No, they are good bruh." Fez says looking at me.

"Gonna let big bro talk to you?" He looks at rue.

"And you. He didn't say you were his sister. So he must feel some type of way about you." He chuckles. "You gonna let him speak for you?" Mouse asks again. He places his hand on my thigh which made me tense. I look at Fez.

"Don't look at him." Mouse sternly says. "Look at me." He adds. I slowly turn my head at the guy. Gosh he was a ugly son of a bitch.

"You ever try it?"

"For real bruh." Fez tries to intervene again. "I don't want them fucking with that shit."

"You know that feeling when you come so hard that you can't feel or hear shit?" He continues to play with my hair. " do you like that feeling?"

"Yea." Me and Rue say at the same time. Honestly we did. We loved feeling numb.

"Well shit. You're gonna love this." Mouse takes out a knife and hold it up to my mouth.

"I'm good actually." I whisper.

"What you don't trust me?" Mouse asks. Hell nah.

"Yo, for real man. She's good." Fez looks at me again.

"Tell your big bro to shut up I'm not speaking to him." Mouse looks at rue.

"Don't be scared. Just try it." Mouse says. I just wanted him to shut up fuck up. I look at Fez who gave me a soft look. I put the tip of the knife in my mouth and he gave some to rue. I prayed literally that I won't die. I don't know what any of this stuff it

Me and rue was sprawled out on the couch. Mouse took my leg and put it on top of his. He starting stroking my thigh.

"Does that feel good?" Mouse asks. I felt like I couldn't move.

"Yea." Me and Rue says in unison.

"You guys want a couple of patches?"

"Uuuuh okay." I answer. He slides the drug into my pants.

"It's gonna be 300."

"I don't have any money." I moan out.

"Same." Rue mumbles.

"I only have 2 dollars." Rue says. I chuckle.

"Me tooo."

"Where are my pants. I'll just give it back." I mumble.

"Nah uh. I have a strict no return policy."

"Let me get it for them." Fez says.

"I though you were to good for fentanyl." Mouse looks up at Fez.

"If she can't afford it. She's gonna have to pay me another way." Mouse says pulling his hands higher up on My thigh.

"Okay." I mutter. Rue might be passed out right now. I had no idea.

"Yo, man just let me lay for it." Fez says again. "I got the money right here." He adds.

"Dang he must love you." Mouse shakes my leg. "It's gonna cost you 600 now man."

"You gonna do me like that bruh." Was i last thing I heard before I passed out.

I felt at hand on my arm. I slowly opened my eyes to see Fez.

"I'm sorry." I mumble out. He rubs my arm.

"It's okay."

"I really like you and I should've listened."

"I really like you too, you and rue." He whispers. I noticed rue wasn't on the couch anymore.

"No, I mean more than friends." My voice lowered. Fez just looks at me.

"Since forever now." I yawn before falling asleep again.